Who Is Magnus Thunderbolt?

A Rugian Viking

Skalvian Baltik Barbarian

“We will boldly explore the subject of exorcism and self-healing.  We are going to find out all about victory over forces that, unknown to us, harm us.  We are going to learn the whole story so that we are more intelligent than what’s been hurting us all these years.  These subjects apply to everyone on earth.  Everyone is concerned with them because there is a very definite connection between the dark forces and everyone.  No one can escape a connection with them.”
Vernon Howard

A Vinland Viking Vision Quest

Baltik Barbarian Style

“You really live in two different worlds at the same time! We will refer to them in this book as the Inner World and the Outer World. The understanding of this does much to clear away confusion and to add psychic and cosmic strength to you.
“You live in the Outer World of the physical body, other people, homes, finances, government, travel, automobiles and so on. You also dwell in the Inner World of your thoughts, feelings, desires, insight, curiosity and other psychological items. You must place your Inner World FIRST in your order of thinking. This is a primary teaching of every TRUE religion and philosophy, including those discussed in this book.”

Vernon Howard

“Listen to what is being preached today.  Look at everyone around us.  You’ve wondered why they suffer, why they seek happiness and never find it.  If any man stopped and asked himself whether he’s ever held a truly personal desire, he’d find the answer.  He’d see that all his wishes, his efforts, his dreams, his ambitions are motivated by other men.  He’s not really struggling even for material wealth, but for the second-hander’s delusion – prestige.  A stamp of approval, not his own.  He can find no joy in the struggle and no joy when he has succeeded.  He can’t say about a single thing: ‘This is what I wanted because I wanted it, not because it made my neighbors gape at me’.  Then he wonders why he’s unhappy.”
Ayn Rand

“All problems are merely contradictions.  All contradictions are caused by the wrong thinking of the conditioned mind which splits everything into opposites – the opposites of friend and enemy, you and I, yesterday and tomorrow and so on.  When self-knowledge dissolves this opposite-thinking, this contradictory thinking, all problems disappear.  You then see that the problem was not a treacherous friend or a denied desire or a stubborn habit, but only wrong thinking itself.”
Vernon Howard

“Contradictions do not exist.  Whenever you think that you are facing a contradiction, check your premises.  You will find that one of them is wrong.”

Hugh Akston


(ATTENTION: This is the FIRST Brown, Red-Brown linked text throughout this blog to click on to go to a YouTube Lyrics Video or a short video clip FOR CLARIFICATION. So, just plug-in your headphones, click the linked text and ROCK OUT!)

“There comes a time, when, on the one hand a vague awakening consciousness stirs the soul, the consciousness of the higher law… and the sufferings a man endures from the contradictions of life, compel him to renounce the social order and to adopt the new… And this time has now arrived.”

Leo Tolstoy

Like most Generation X’ers, I grew up in the B.C. Era or Before Computers – giving us a perspective of life WITHOUT technology as well as an APPRECIATION for Spell Check and Smart Phones.  Being raised on radio, (<== Red-Brown linked text to click on) we naturally put our face in front of speakers instead of Smart Phones.  We were ALWAYS playing outdoors – playing baseball and fishing in the spring, playing basketball, bass “bugging,” swimming and “tubing” down Lycoming Creek into the Susquehanna River to Maynard Street in the summer, hiking and playing tackle ball in the fall and bumper skiing, snowballing, “tubing” and sled riding in the winter.

The Environmental Protection Agency was newly established and DESTROYED our access to Natural, clean, crisp, cold mountain water by capping and sealing the ABUNDANT Natural springs that were all around us.  Thank YOU thirty-seventh pathetic pin-head.  Yea, we were INTRODUCED to the “Environmental Fascist Agenda,” currently marketed as the #GreenNewDeal, at an early age and were suspicious from the start.  ESPECIALLY when “businesses” started marketing “Natural Spring Water” in PLASTIC containers.  You see, we used to gather the spring water in GLASS bottles we saved from when the milkman DELIVERED raw milk to our doorstep before the Food and Drug Administration deemed such practice unacceptable while the newly established Food Safety and Inspection Service destroyed our access to organic meat and farm fresh eggs.  I know, it’s hard to believe such a free and natural way of living ACTUALLY existed, once upon a time, in the United States of America.

Yea, we were NATURALLY healthy and didn’t need to concern ourselves with any “Health Care Agenda,” currently marketed as Medicare FOR ALL, propagated by the United States Pharmacopeia industry of drug-addicts which is endorsed by the United States Department of Health & Human Services.  Just ask Bayer AG.

Are you starting TO SEE a trend here folks?  Government agencies, on top of government agencies, on top of government agencies manipulated by the “too big to fail” international business conglomerates who dictate government regulation, on top of government regulation, on top of government regulation, on top of government regulation ALL for the sake of OUR PROTECTION while DESTROYING the Free Market Economy where we can FREELY choose FOR OURSELVES and PROVIDE for our OWN WELL-BEING.  “A Green New Deal is a big, bold [Supreme Socialist] transformation of the [current corrupt] economy to tackle the [crony created] twin crises of inequality and [swindle science] climate change.  It would mobilize vast [taxpayer] public resources to help us [Socialist Slaves] transition from an [egregiously ineffective] economy built on [Elitist] exploitation and [polluting] fossil fuels to [a World Government] one driven by [delusional] dignified work and [hypothetical] clean energy.” Sierra Club.  “Get it” NOW?  #GreenNewDeal DUMBASS!

‘Black Friday’ was ACTUALLY on the Friday after Thanksgiving when stores opened at their usual time.  ‘Small Business Saturday’ was inconceivable since you purchased your gifts at the local stores until “The Mall” (<== Red-Brown linked text to click on) came into existence.  Christmas decorations were hung on Immaculate Conception (December Eighth) and Christmas music on the radio usually commenced about a week before Christmas when we would go to a tree farm to cut down our Christmas Tree.

Our televisions had thirteen channels and a UHF channel that were knobs on the set you had to physically turn.  You answered the telephone when it rang without knowing who was on the other end of the line.

Meteorology was not yet sensationalized to promote the Environmental Fascist Agenda.  In other words, a sensational “Bomb Cyclone” was naturally a blizzard, a sensational “Polar Vortex” was naturally an arctic air mass and a sensational “Super Storm” was naturally a nor’easter.

Methadone Clinics were non-existent because those who decided to go down the drug-addict road FOR THEMSELVES, didn’t DRAG the rest us down such a “guilt trip” ridden, ridiculous path. “Neurotic guilt must be understood and ended, otherwise individual and mass destruction will continue.” Vernon Howard.  In other words, we understood the spiritual meaning of “you reap what you sow” and GOT THE HELL OUT OF THE WAY to their self-selected, self-destruction.  We also understood the economic principle of “what you subsidize, you get more of” and chose not to increase drug-addicted derelicts.  Vinland Vikings CALL IT Enabling Idiots.  DUMBASS!  The same economic principle discouraged us from “donating” to ineffectual charities which were set up as foundations to funnel wealth for illicit purposes by the Financially Fraudulent rather than address the “issue” they were set up to solve.  Just a glimpse of what life was like in the B.C. Era or Before Coddling.

In public elementary school, we learned to read, write, add, subtract, multiply, divide as well as make monetary change.  We learned the fallacy of a “free lunch” too.  Every Monday morning our teacher would collect our lunch money for the week, in little brown envelopes, and those who qualified for a free lunch, which were VERY few, were told that their lunch was NOT free.  The ever elusive, Somebody Else, was PAYING FOR their lunch.  Hence; it was drilled into our little heads that there is NO SUCH THING AS A FREE LUNCH – utter NONSENSE.  We were taught responsibility, accountability, proper personal conduct and the consequences of our actions.

On the first day of school, our third grade teacher wrote the word “Responsibility” on the chalk board and instructed each of us to retrieve a dictionary from the shelf loaded with them and look up the word and write the definition in our notebooks.  She proceeded to tell us from this day forward, each of us individually is responsible for everything we do or fail to do.  “I am responsible for my own grief, confusion.  I cause my life to be what it is.” Vernon Howard.  Finger-pointing was not tolerated, excuses would not be accepted and reasons would be used to learn from the experience so we do not repeat the same mistake again.  “If you won’t blame others for your sorrow, you will see where it’s coming from and then that will consciously destroy it.” Vernon Howard.  Obviously, Daniel Webster Elementary School was not a place pathetic politicians would be interested in attending or allowing to continue existing.

Oh yea, our schools provided our productive needs of pencils, pens, paper, notebooks, construction paper, listening centers, books, musical instruments, gym equipment etc. because the school board was not yet bankrupt by the idiotic decision to grant school teachers “civil servant” status; thus ENTITLING the Union Members to a lifelong pension upon retirement after a certain number of years of COMPENSATED service.  BRILLIANT!  Nowadays, public schools cry poverty and have the gullible do-gooders donate “backpacks” full of school supplies to the “needy” students because ALL the school “tax-revenue” goes to compensating the school teachers and their egregiously overpaid superintendents along with their retired brethren.

I am grateful for my attendance at Daniel Webster Elementary School and the competent teachers who instructed us in REALITY.  (What a concept.)  The building was condemned the year I progressed to Middle School, but last I knew, the building still stands and an Islamic Center occupies the facility.  Talk about “equal opportunity” in the “land of diversity.”

Since my brother brought the chicken-pox home from school with him when I was six months old, I didn’t remember experiencing them.  So when the chicken-pox broke out in third grade, I got to experience the misery of shingles instead.  Not fun.

On the first day of school, our fourth grade teacher wrote the phrase, “REMEMBER THE ECHO” on the chalk board.  He proceeded to tell us the story of the echo and to be aware of whatever we think about, say or do toward others because it will come back to us many times over like an echo in the mountains.  He kept the phrase in the corner of the chalk board the entire school year and referred to it often to teach a lesson.  “Attention is the cure for a wandering mind.” Vernon Howard.  My favorite module we studied was The Native Americans of Pennsylvania.  It was a demanding exploration as our teacher was thorough.  I found their culture fascinating.

You were held accountable for improper behavior by being paddled by the teacher and/or principle, depending on the severity of the transgression – NO EXCEPTIONS.

Moving up to public middle school, we learned to read books and write reports on what we read along with algebra, science, music, art and history.  We had to get changed for gym class and were able to compete in sports for our school after classes ended for the day if our grades and conduct were acceptable to represent our school honorably.  You were sent to in-school detention for improper behavior – NO EXCEPTIONS.

Moving on to public high school, we learned how to read, write, speak and communicate clearly and effectively.  We learned Geometry, Trigonometry, Calculus and advanced mathematics along with Biology, Chemistry and Physics.  We learned world history, American history and civics.  Along with music and art, we had home economics and industrial arts classes as well.  In Home Economics classes, we learned to sew simple items, including attaching buttons, bake and cook by following simple recipes.  In Industrial Arts classes, our drafting teacher demanded precision – our metal/plastics shop teacher had a stack of Penthouse magazines in his office and our wood shop teacher allowed students to bring their rifles/shotguns to class and help them work on their wood stocks.  Students and faculty who drove pick-up trucks to school usually had a gun rack across the rear window with shotguns and rifles in them.  Security guards were unnecessary since we were young adults who KNEW how to conduct ourselves appropriately.  Being responsible students, stolen property was an unusual occurrence since we were held accountable for improper conduct in elementary and middle school by experiencing the consequences of punishment to teach correction.  You were thrown out of high school and suspended for improper behavior – NO EXCEPTIONS.

For those students who wanted to pursue a trade after high school, the local community college offered half-year or two semester programs in conjunction with their basic studies in Small Engine Repair, Automotive Mechanics, Automotive Body Shop, Basic Welding, Basic Bricklaying and Basic Carpentry so upon graduation, they could immediately start an apprenticeship.

Those students who QUALIFIED to further their studies at college went to be EDUCATED, in every sense of the word, rather than coddled.  If they decided to pledge a fraternity or sorority, they accepted the risks involved and NEVER pointed fingers and went crying to “Big Daddy” government if their personal decisions turned out badly.

Just a glimpse of what public schools THAT MADE GROWING UP IN AMERICA GREAT (<== Red-Brown linked text to click on) were like in the B.C. Era or Before Columbine.

Like “Christmas” carol music genre, I came to thoroughly despise team sports.  In Little League, I was on a team where the coach played two other ten-year-olds, whose parents he knew well, consistently while I had one opportunity and made the best of it going three-for-five at the plate while committing no errors in the field.  Being introduced to politics in my young life, along with the guidance of my father and support of my mother, I decided to abandon “Original” Little League and go across West Fourth Street to try-out for “Memorial” Little League.  I was picked first over-all thus placing me on the worst team from the previous year.  Going against the best teams and the best pitching in the league, I still ended up fourth in the league in batting-average while vaulting our team to third place.  I made the All-Star team as a shortstop.  The following year, I was the All-Star catcher while leading the league in runs-batted-in and finished fifth in the league in batting-average.  Yes, I received a trophy for my RBI accomplishment and no, not everyone was ‘awarded’ a trophy for just ‘showing’ up.  Participation is a PRIVILEGE not some silly, sacred solemnity.  I would have been tied for most home runs but one of the fence-clearers I hit, that appeared to go OVER the foul pole, was RULED foul.  We had the best record in the league but lost a “key” game (the one where my game-tying home run was ruled foul – coincidence?) preventing our team from playing for the championship – politics?  So the “championship” game was for second place – such NONSENSE.

Entering Middle School I followed both my older brothers lead and tried out for the basketball team.  No one expected much from me but I worked hard and when the season started, I was on the starting five much to the disappointment of a fellow teammate who extracted his revenge.

Moving up to Babe Ruth Baseball League, I made the thirteen-year-old All-Star team that was coached by the father of the disgruntled basketball player.  At our first tournament, I sat the bench the whole time.  Knowing I was completely wasting my time, I never showed for our next tournament and no one came looking for me.  Told me all I needed to know – baseball was not my sport.

After my eighth grade basketball season, the ninth grade basketball coach pulled me aside and informed me I would be his point guard the following season.  During summer basketball season, our coach unexpectedly showed up to coach us for one game.  I sat the bench the whole contest.  I was naive but not stupid.  I knew I could not play point guard while sitting on the bench.  Riding my bike home from the gym, I decided to pedal over to my dad’s mail route.  Locating him walking his route delivering the mail, I explained what happened at my game.  Seeing I was upset, he said he couldn’t understand it either and didn’t know what to tell me.

[Side Note: My father was an OUTSTANDING left-handed basketball player and an even BETTER coach.  He was not into politics so he enjoyed refereeing football and basketball instead.  In fact, it was through officiating that he was able to figure out HOW sporting events are predetermined and if money, in the form of betting, is involved then the outcome was fixed.  One of his favorite sayings was “The Fix Is In.”  (<== Red-Brown linked text to click on)  He enjoyed watching Larry Bird play for the Boston Celtics, in spite of the predetermined outcomes, and stopped watching professional basketball altogether once Larry Bird retired.]

When winter sport sign-ups took place my freshman year of high school, I signed up for the swim team.  The best player on our Middle School team, of African descent, came running down the hallway to chase me down and ask if I was going out for basketball this year.  I told him no, I am going out for the swim team instead.  He was bummed and said, “Damn!  The second best player on our team is not even playing this year.”  He was the only one who noticed.  The ninth grade, junior varsity and varsity coaches never tracked me down to ask me the same question.  Told me all I needed to know – I made the right decision.

Kick-Ass, Heathen-Warriors need not apply since Spiritual-Studs are NOT WELCOMED on TEAM ‘Loki-Satan’ known as the ‘World of Men‘.  Just ask Vernon Howard.  Take a GOOD look around you folks, and you will NOTICE the ‘void.’  [Of course I didn’t KNOW IT at the time — THAT is what THIS Vinland Viking Vision Quest is ALL ABOUT – you will FINALLY learn HOW your Judeo-Christian-Muslim existence came to be such a Diabolical DISGRACE and WHY the ‘World of Men‘ is Totally FUCKED – making Ragnarok not only NECESSARY but at this point in time INEVITABLE – so PAY ATTENTION!  DUMBASS!]  “We often refuse to accept an idea merely because the tone of voice in which it has been expressed is unsympathetic to us.” Friedrich Nietzsche.

Even the wrestling coach asked if I would be interested in joining the studs on his team now that I was not playing basketball.  I assured him if swim team didn’t work out, I would try out for mat grappling.

All you team-first fanatics can kiss my INDIVIDUAL ass – I bury my nose in no one’s ass to be anointed “CHOSEN1” thus entitling me to “receive” by “privilege” what I am capable of “earning” through “merit” – Fuck ALL you FRAUDS and EVERYTHING your ‘TEAM’ represents.  I am ETERNALLY grateful for being introduced to politics through team sports early in my life.

I thoroughly enjoyed swimming and at our first practice no boys were trying out for the dive team so I volunteered.  I enjoyed doing flips, bananas and can-openers off the diving board at the local pool during the summer and was receptive to developing and honing artful diving skills.  I was a fearless and fast learner and ended up “Lettering” in both swimming and diving all four years.

But my TRUE PASSION was revealed to me during my sophomore year of gym-class when we had a Weightlifting Module.  I took to lifting weights like a screwdriver to a screw.  The harder I worked or “turned” the stronger or “tighter” I became until I transformed (<== Red-Brown linked text to click on) into being rock-hard and “water-tight.”  CAUTION!  One “side-effect” of weightlifting; was, it IMPROVED my swimming and diving skills IMMENSELY.

I was still naive but not stupid.  I KNEW bodybuilders were liars and NEVER followed their advice or purchased products in “Muscle Mags.”  No, I was more interested in books and manuals for practical information.  Super Squats: How to Gain 30 Pounds of Muscle in 6 Weeks by Randall J. Strossen (Ph.D.)Big Beyond Belief by Leo Costa Jr. and Dr. R. L. Horine and The Anabolic Diet by Dr. Mauro DiPasquale were a few of my favorites that produced FANTASTIC results when properly applied.  But the BEST part of lifting weights was being able to EXPERIMENT!  “Knowing is not enough; we must apply.  Willing is not enough; we must do.” Johann Wolfgang von Goethe.  Developing the ability of turning acquired knowledge into practical application in the physical realm was to serve me well in the spiritual realm later in life.

“Knowledge is the observation of a fact.
“Knowing is the inward experience of that fact.”
Vernon Howard

Like most eighteen year olds, I had no idea what I wanted to do after mandatory public schooling (Lyrics).  (<== Red-Brown linked text to click on – there was no Lyrics Video for this song {Hint, Hint}; click on the Lyrics text FIRST so the lyrics are ready to go when you click on the music link; this is your LAST linked text heads-up)  I discovered an aptitude for math and science and an interest in history and art.  Also, like most high school graduates, I was well conditioned in the social paradigm and easily influenced.  Finishing thirty-second in a graduating class of five-hundred, ten; my parents insisted I attend college and my father suggested I apply for appointment to the military academies and become an officer.  He had a positive experience enlisting in the Navy and thought I would benefit as well.  Academy selection is a grueling and political process that I did not get very far into when being rejected – imagine THAT.  Also, rejected in applying for four-year Reserve Officer Training Corps (ROTC) scholarships.  I did manage to make it to the final round of selection for the Coast Guard Academy (without political recommendation) only to be rejected again.  So, I attended Lock Haven University majoring in Computer Science to soar like a Bald Eagle.

Just before classes started, I was recruited by the Marine Corps Officer Selection Officer (OSO) to join the Platoon Leaders Class (PLC) program.  I could attend any college, complete any degree course, complete two six-week summer training or one ten-week training course at Officer Candidates School (OCS) in Quantico, Virginia and upon commencement, I would be commissioned a Second Lieutenant in the United States Marine Corps.  I would then be assigned to The Basic School (TBS), also in Quantico, to begin officer training.  It seemed like an exciting adventure and a perfect match, so I applied.  “The prestige of the military meant that educated young men found it attractive and wanted to be associated with it.  Educated soldiers who understand how to use the sophisticated weapons they have been given are clearly going to be much more successful on the battlefield than their opponents.” John Mosier.  The application process was complete with the submission of my first semester grades and I was immediately accepted into the program and started preparing for my first six-week training session (PLC-JR) following the spring semester in nineteen eighty-nine.

The sluggard believes he shall live forever,
If the fight he faces not;
But age shall not grant him the gift of peace,
Though spears may spare his life.

Indoctrination into the military is a unique experience.  Indoctrination into the United States Marine Corps is an extraordinary experience.  “We must remember that one man is much the same as another, and that he is best who is trained in the severest school.” Thucydides.  You don’t choose the Marine Corps, the Marine Corps chooses you.  Fortunately, I was in excellent physical condition, well prepared and stuck with it to finish second in the “India” Company class of two hundred fifty-four.  My Officer Selection Officer was so proud of my accomplishment that he encouraged me to apply for a two-year NROTC scholarship.  Initially, I was reluctant since I was already rejected when applying for a four-year scholarship.  He convinced me I would have a better chance now that I completed the PLC-JR course, so I decided to apply again.  Wouldn’t you know, I was accepted and had to transfer to a school with a NROTC program and attend a six-week training program, in the summer of nineteen, ninety, at the Naval Academy Prep School in Newport, Rhode Island.  After completing the training, I went to Pennsylvania State University to get acclimated to my new situation and Nittany Lion surroundings.

Changed major from Computer Science to General Science – computer programming was not my thing and it was the one major I could change to without losing too many credits.  The first semester at my new school was brutal.  After cruising through my first four semesters, with a three-point-three Grade-Point-Average, at my old school, my grades dropped significantly at my new school despite my increased effort.  Both my grandfathers passed away during the semester as well, adding to the academic struggles.  Once returning for my second semester, I was placed on academic probation by the NROTC unit and met with my academic advisor to see where I went from here.  I was assigned a new academic advisor by the school and when he looked at my previous semester grades, the first thing he did was congratulate me.  He said he did not know too many students who could have had Biology, Chemistry (with lab), Differential Equations, Vector Calculus and Landscape Architecture crammed into their first semester at a new school and pass everything.  Adding in NROTC classes and exercises only made it more impressive. That came as a bit of a shock as I was beginning to doubt if I was college material.  With his help, I was able to reduce the difficulty and rebound my grades somewhat from a one-point-eight up to a two-point-four over four semesters.

While on campus, I witnessed the most fantastically fraudulent philanthropy every February in the form of delusional dancers donating time and raising money “for the kids” in the HOPE of curing childhood cancer.  “Nobody should pin their hopes on a miracle.” Vladimir Putin.  The SENSATIONAL Penn State IFC/Panhellenic Dance Marathon, known simply as THON, or sympathetic students using sentimentality to stimulate support from stupid subscribers.  “A man with an exterior cause is an unhappy man.  His public enthusiasm cannot deceive his private nature.  Regardless of how worthwhile his cause may appear to be in the eyes of others, it is his prison.  It is a frantic but vain effort to escape the unescapable — self-confrontation.  There is only one satisfying cause in life, which is the release of ourselves from all that binds.  This true cause starts with receptivity, for when receptivity meets truth, something happens.” Vernon Howard.  I ask YOU dear reader, is a “Cure” EVER going to be “Discovered” while swindled students are able to “Raise” MILLIONS of dollars “for the kids?”  I’ll save you the suspense – NEVER!  In fact, the “Donations” will be used to “Create” another “Problem” in NEED of a charitable cure to “Stimulate” ANOTHER “Stream of Revenue.”  Robert Kiyosaki and Sharon Lechter refer to MULTIPLE “Streams of Income” as BUILDING WEALTH rather than SOLVING PROBLEMS.  DUMBASS!  “Cursed are the organizers of Charities, they are propagators of plagues.” Ragnar Redbeard.  Under the guise of “Charity,” taxes are avoided on the MILLIONS generated.  BRILLIANT!  Vinland Vikings CALL IT a Student Sanctioned Scam.

Some of the ridiculous classes that were “required” for a bachelor of science degree were Womyn’s Studies and Drug Culture Awareness.  Womyn’s Studies (yes, that is women spelled with a ‘y’) was taught by a Femine-NAZI who was hell bent on Female Supremacy.  Not only were males irrelevant, but their fantasizing about stimulating an extremely attractive woman’s sweet-spot senseless with their tongue was now considered a psychological crime to be prohibitively penalized to the male detriment and female enrichment.  Drug Culture Awareness was, of course, “instructed” by a “recovering” drug addict who needed to be put on the state’s payroll to tell his pathetic story to students who were “required” to be interested.  Personally, if someone CHOOSES to destroy their own life – that is THEIR business.  Their choice has NOTHING to do with MY option to get the hell out of their way and NOT ALLOW them to drag me down the path they FREELY CHOSE FOR THEMSELVES.  My only wish for them is their misery to get ten thousand times WORSE if that is what it takes for them to REALIZE the error of their ways FOR THEMSELVES.  The “fruits” of such Social Justice “indoctrination” was the Crusading “#MeToo Movement” and “Hillary/Obama-Care” Opioid Epidemic – ‘Lucky’ us.  “Social-Democracy is objectively the moderate wing of fascism.” Joseph Stalin.  Remarkably, there was absolutely NO REQUIREMENT to successfully complete an Economics course to earn a bachelor of SCIENCE degree – Incredible.  Truly, the Money Mafia Manipulator’s desire no one to figure out their fantastic fraud FOR THEMSELVES.

“Did you wonder what is wrong with the world?”
John Gault

“Economics must not be relegated to classrooms and statistical offices and must not be left to [pseudo] esoteric circles.  It is the philosophy of human life and action and concerns everybody and everything.  It is the path of civilization and of man’s human existence.”
Ludwig von Mises

[Ludwig von Mises wrote The Book on Liberalism titled: Liberalismus.  The modern-day definition of liberalism DIFFERS GREATLY from Classical Liberalism Ludwig von Mises so clearly wrote about in his day and age.  To clarify the confusion intended by the Thought Police, we will examine trusty ‘ol Wikipedia, with appropriate bracketed inserts, to CLARIFY the terms used in THIS Blog.

According to Wikipedia: Modern liberalism in the United States is the dominant version of [Socialist] liberalism in the United States.  It combines [Marxist] ideas of civil liberty and equality with support for social justice and a [Fascist] mixed economy.  Economically, modern American liberalism opposes cuts to the social safety net and supports a role for government in reducing inequality, providing education, ensuring access to healthcare, regulating economic activity and protecting the natural environment.  [In other words, anti-Classical Liberalism.]  This form of [Marxist-Fascist] liberalism took shape in the 20th century United States as the [Democratic-Republican Party] franchise [enabled by] other [delusional] civil rights [being] extended to a larger class of [Untermensch] citizens.  Major examples include Theodore Roosevelt’s New Nationalism, Woodrow Wilson’s New Freedom, Franklin D. Roosevelt’s New Deal, Harry S. Truman’s Fair Deal, John F. Kennedy’s New Frontier and Lyndon B. Johnson’s Great Society.  [Modern manifestation is Alexandria Ocasio-Cortez’s #GrrenNewDeal.]  This is what will be referred to as Anti-Liberalism.

“Socialism or communism is that organization of society in which property – the power of deploying all the means of production – is vested in society, i.e., in the state, as the social apparatus of compulsion and coercion. For a society to be judged as socialist it is of no consequence whether the social dividend is distributed equally or according to some other principle. Neither is it of decisive significance whether socialism is brought about by a formal transfer of the ownership of all the means of production to the state, the social apparatus of compulsion and coercion, or whether the private owners retain their property in name and the [fascist] socialization consists in the fact that all these “owners” are entitled to employ the means of production left in their hands only according to [regulatory] instructions issued by the state. If the government decides what is to be produced and how, and to whom it is to be sold, and at what “price,” then private property still exists in name only; in reality, all property is already socialized, for the mainspring of economic activity is no longer profitseeking on the part of entrepreneurs and capitalists, but the necessity of fulfilling an imposed duty and of obeying [government dictated] commands.
“Men can consume only if they labor, and then only as much as their labor has produced. Now it is the characteristic feature of the capitalist system that it provides each member of society with this incentive to carry on his work with the greatest efficiency and thus achieves the highest output. In a socialist society, this direct connection between the labor of the individual and the goods and services he might thereby enjoy would be lacking. The incentive to work would not consist in the possibility of enjoying the fruit of one’s labor, but in the command of the [unionized] authorities to work and in one’s own feeling of [Constitutional] duty.”

Ludwig von Mises

According to Wikipedia: Neoliberalism or neo-liberalism is the 20th-century resurgence of 19th-century ideas associated with laissez-faire economic liberalism and free market capitalism, which constituted a paradigm shift away from the post-war [Israeli-Illuminati International] Keynesian [Fractional Reserve] consensus that has lasted from 1945 to [Present].  Neoliberalism is generally associated with policies of [social and] economic liberalization, including privatization, deregulation, free trade, austerity, and [elimination of] government [at ALL levels] in order to increase the role of the private sector in the [Laissez-Faire Capitalist] economy and [Anarchy] society [where there are no man-made written-laws].  This is what will be referred to as Neo-Liberalism.]

“What is always criticized in the capitalist system is the fact that the owners of the means of production occupy a preferential position. They can live without working. If one views the social order from an individualistic standpoint, one must see in this a serious shortcoming of capitalism. Why should one man be better off than another? But whoever considers things, not from the standpoint of individual persons, but from that of the whole social order, will find that the owners of property can preserve their agreeable position solely on condition that they perform a service indispensable for society. The capitalist can keep his favored position only by shifting the means of production to the application most important for society. If he does not do this—if he invests his wealth unwisely—he will suffer losses, and if he does not correct his mistake in time, he will soon be ruthlessly ousted from his preferential position. He will cease to be a capitalist, and others who are better qualified for it will take his place. In a capitalist society, the deployment of the means of production is always in the hands of those best fitted for it; and whether they want to or not, they must constantly take care to employ the means of production in such a way that they yield the greatest output.
“In a capitalist society, every individual knows that the fruit of his labor is his own to enjoy, that his income increases or decreases accordingly as the output of his labor is greater or smaller.”

Ludwig von Mises

“If you ask me to name the proudest distinction of Americans [under the Articles of Confederation], I would choose – because it contains all the others – the fact that [early 19th century Americans] were the [first] people who created the phrase ‘to make money.’ … [Classical liberal] Americans were the first [entrepreneurs] to understand that [real] wealth has to be created.  The [laissez-faire capitalist] words ‘to make money’ hold the essence of [Neo-Liberal] human morality.”
Francisco d’Anconia

“The philosophers, sociologists, and economists of the eighteenth and the early part of the nineteenth century formulated a political program that served as a guide to social policy first in England and the United States, then on the European continent, and finally in the other parts of the inhabited world as well.  Nowhere was this program ever completely carried out.  Even in England, which has been called the homeland of liberalism and the model liberal country, the proponents of liberal policies never succeeded in winning all their demands.  In the rest of the world only parts of the liberal program were adopted, while others, no less important, were either rejected from the very first or discarded after a short time. [Think Articles of Confederation]  Only with some exaggeration can one say that the world once lived through a liberal era.  [Classical] Liberalism was never permitted to come to full fruition.
“Nevertheless, brief and all too limited as the supremacy of [Classic] liberal ideas was, it sufficed to change the face of the earth.  A magnificent economic development took place.  The release of man’s productive powers multiplied the means of subsistence many times over.  On the eve of the [First] World War (which was itself the result of a long and bitter struggle against the [Classical] liberal spirit and which ushered in a period of still more bitter attacks on [Classical] liberal principles), the world was incomparably more densely populated than it had ever been, and each inhabitant could live incomparably better than had been possible in earlier centuries.  The prosperity that [Classical] liberalism had created reduced considerably infant mortality, which had been the pitiless scourge of earlier ages, and, as a result of the improvement in living conditions, lengthened the average span of life.
“Nor did this prosperity flow only to a select class of privileged persons.  On the eve of the [First] World War the worker in the industrial nations of Europe, in the United States, and in the overseas dominions of England lived better and more graciously than the nobleman of not too long before.  Not only could he eat and drink according to his desire; he could give his children a better education; he could, if he wished, take part in the intellectual and cultural life of his nation; and, if he possessed enough talent and energy, he could, without difficulty, raise his social position.  It was precisely in the countries that had gone the farthest in adopting the [Classical] liberal program that the top of the social pyramid was composed, in the main, not of those who had, from their very birth, enjoyed a privileged position by virtue of the wealth or high rank of their parents, but of those who, under favorable conditions, had worked their way up from straitened circumstances by their own power.  The barriers that had in earlier ages separated lords and serfs had fallen.  Now there were only citizens with equal rights. No one was handicapped or persecuted on account of his nationality, his opinions, or his faith.  Domestic Political and religious persecutions had ceased, and international wars began to become less frequent.  Optimists were already hailing the dawn of the age of eternal peace.
“But events have turned out otherwise.  In the nineteenth century strong and violent opponents of [Classical] liberalism sprang up who succeeded in wiping out a great part of what had been gained by the [Classical] liberals.  The world today wants to hear no more of [Neo-Liberalism].  Outside England the term “liberalism” is frankly proscribed.  In England, there are, to be sure, still “liberals,” but most of them are so in name only.
“In fact, they are rather moderate socialists.  Everywhere today political power is in the hands of the [Anti-Liberal] parties.  The program of [Anti-Liberalism] unleashed the forces that gave rise to the great [First] World War and, by virtue of import and export quotas, tariffs, migration barriers, and similar measures, has brought the nations of the world to the point of mutual isolation.  Within each nation it has led to socialist experiments whose result has been a reduction in the productivity of labor and a concomitant [associated] increase in want and misery.  Whoever does not deliberately close his eyes to the facts must recognize everywhere the signs of an approaching catastrophe in world economy.  [Anti-Liberalism] is heading toward a general collapse of civilization.
“If one wants to know what [Neo-Liberalism] is and what it aims at, one cannot simply turn to history for the information and inquire what the [Classical] liberal politicians stood for and what they accomplished.  For [Classical] liberalism nowhere succeeded in carrying out its program as it had intended.
“Nor can the programs and actions of those parties that today call themselves liberal provide us with any enlightenment concerning the nature of true [Neo-Liberalism]. It has already been mentioned that even in England what is understood as [Classical] liberalism today bears a much greater resemblance to Toryism and socialism than to the old program of the freetraders.  If there are [so called] liberals who find it compatible with their [agenda of] liberalism to endorse the nationalization of railroads, of mines, [of health insurance], and of other enterprises, and even to support protective tariffs, one can easily see that nowadays nothing is left of [Classical] liberalism but the name.
“Nor does it any longer suffice today to form one’s idea of [Neo-Liberalism] from a study of the writings of its great founders.  [Neo-Liberalism] is not a completed doctrine or a fixed dogma.  On the contrary: it is the application of the teachings of science to the social life of man.  And just as economics, sociology, and philosophy have not stood still since the days of David Hume, Adam Smith, David Ricardo, Jeremy Bentham, and Wilhelm Humboldt, so the doctrine of [Neo-Liberalism] is different today from what it was in their [Classic liberal] day, even though its fundamental principles have remained unchanged.
“For many years now no one has undertaken to present a concise statement of the essential meaning of that doctrine.  This may serve to justify our present attempt at providing just such a work.”
Ludwig von Mises

Might as well make “higher” education Free – no need for tax increases either – it is ALREADY worthless.  “It means that our meritocracy doesn’t begin in college – it ends, for many, upon admission to college.  And THAT, in turn, means that the failures of our lower education system loom larger.  This also has significant political ramifications.  It means that students admitted to colleges expect to be pampered, not challenged.  This [college entrance “scandal”] story, then, is less about people committing a [victim-less] crime, and more about a [corrupt] system that fails the tests of meritocratic education so badly that people [with more money than brains] can buy their way past the merit and the education.” Ben “Semite Supremacist” Shapiro.  Just ask the students of Oriental descent about entrance criteria at Harvard University “Get control of the schools.  Use them as transmission belts for socialism and current Communist propaganda.  Soften the curriculum.  Get control of teachers’ associations.  Put the [Zionist] party line in textbooks.” Florida Congressman A. S. Herlong Jr.  Just ask Boston University.  You know, the institution whose economics department produced Socialist, Bottom Feeder Alexandria Ocasio-Cortez and authored her proposed Green New Deal.  “In this world of sin and sorrow there is always something to be thankful for; as for me, I rejoice that I am not a [Green New Deal Socialist] Republican.” H. L. Mencken.  

Hint: “Oh, and despite her inane statement on why unemployment is low, – “because everyone is working two jobs.” (Yes, she really said that.) – she is a Really Intelligent Person, something that is obvious because she is young, photogenic, and committed to the socialist cause.
“Trying to explain economics to progressives is like trying to explain how a satellite orbits the planet to a flat-earth believer.  Someone who believes that the Diamond-Water Paradox is nothing more than a rhetorical trick is not going to believe that economic calculation has a role to play in the production and distribution of medical care or housing or food or anything else a progressive claims to be a human right, or believe that an entire economy cannot be directed from a single office in Washington, D.C.
“It is doubly-ironic that Ocasio-Cortez was an economics major at Boston University, although one doubts that economics taught there would differ from the usual statism that dominates most college economics programs.  One doubts that she intellectually internalized anything that would resemble price theory and certainly would not be able to identify anything resembling a shortage or surplus.  That she will advocate for government intervention and establishment of programs that almost certainly will lead to shortages should not be lost on anyone.
“The editors of The Nation and the New York Times
may have convinced themselves that a young woman with a pretty face through sheer force of will can solve the problems that have bedeviled central planners for a century, but even though progressives may sincerely believe that economic laws don’t exist, that changes nothing.  It is nothing more than another exercise in progressive arrogance.  Bernie Sanders is not the “Keeper of the Secret” who can make socialism work.  Alexandria Ocasio-Cortez is not the “Keeper of the Secret” who can make socialism work.  Joseph Stiglitz is not the “Keeper of the Secret” who can make socialism work.  Paul Krugman is not the “Keeper of the Secret” who can make socialism work.  There is no Keeper, no matter what American journalists tell us we are supposed to believe.”
Excerpt from:
Alexandria Ocasio-Cortez Won’t Be the One to Finally Make Socialism Work
William L. Anderson

FUCK YOU BU and EVERYTHING your Putz Professors profess.  Now we KNOW WHERE this idiocy originates.  “School teachers, taking them by and large, are probably the most ignorant and stupid class of men [and women] in the whole group of mental workers.” H. L. MenckenJust ask media personality “Sonali Kolhatkar.”

Socialism is an economic philosophy for the numerically abundant Bottom Feeders of society who are too FUCKIN’ LAZY to learn about economics FOR THEMSELVES which makes them too FUCKIN’ STUPID to realize Socialism HAS FAILED miserably EVERYWHERE it has EVER been violently or subtly implemented – why – because it is a SYSTEM OF FAILURE by its very Nature.  Vinland Vikings CALL IT Ignorance AS Bliss.  “That’s what happens to you.  You take the intellect for the spirit and the hideous force of vanity is in back of that.  And vanity serves as a substitute for Reality.  It’s an imagination and vanity that you’re sensible, that you’re spiritual, that you know all about inner subjects and you’re a good knowledgeable person, in charge of yourself.  You’ve substituted dangerous vanity for safe Reality.  When are you going to stop?” Vernon Howard.  In other words, a SYSTEM OF FAILURE promoted by self-centered EXPLOITERS can only be embraced by SOCIETY’S FAILURES in order to drag EVERYONE down to their degeneratively despicable level of being.  “Socialism is a philosophy of failure, the creed of ignorance, and the gospel of envy, its inherent virtue is the equal sharing of misery.” Winston Churchill.  The RESULTS speak for themselves.  DUMBASS!  Most people want security in this world, not liberty.” H. L. Mencken.

We are supposed to BELIEVE Franklin Delano Roosevelt’s Fascist-Socialist New Deal was such an economic success that we should be clamoring for a Fascist-Environmentalist New Deal.  “The objection to [Social Justice and Environmental Fundamentalist] Puritans is not that they try to make us think as they do, but that they try to make us do as they think.” H. L. Mencken.  Why not check the solvency of the government directed Ponzi Scheme known as Social Security.  “…wealth inequality in America is simply enormous.  This disparity in wealth comes as the pension system is in steep decline and the promises of Social Security programs seem impossible to keep.” James Smith.  You know, the New Deal solution to Retirement FOR ALL.  “All efforts to realize Socialism lead only to the destruction of society.” Ludwig von Mises.  Then, decide for yourself, if we should turn over our ENTIRE Medical Establishment to Washington D.C. dictation to provide Medicare FOR ALL along with ridiculous regulations founded on swindle-science to eradicate what little remains of our corrupt-capitalist economy.  “In the 20th century, the Soviet Union [violently] made the state’s role absolute.  In the long run, this [Para-Semite imposed Socialism] made the Soviet economy totally [incompetent and thus] uncompetitive.  This lesson cost us [Para-Semite Socialist Slaves] dearly.  I am sure nobody [in the former Soviet Union who experienced Para-Semite Socialist economics] wants to see it repeated.” Vladimir Putin.  Obviously, it worked out so well in Hitler’s Germany, Stalin’s Soviet Union, Mao’s Red China, Castro’s Cuba, Pot’s Cambodia, Un’s North Korea and Chávez’s Venezuela, that the United States MUST institutionalize Governmental Dictatorship to be counted among the Modern Wealth-Redistribution Scandinavian Welfare-State Fascist-Elites of the New World Order.  Good ‘Luck’ with THAT.  “The idea that political freedom can be preserved in the absence of economic freedom, and vice versa, is an illusion.” Ludwig von Mises.

In fact, “education” taxes can be eliminated as these “institutions” are closed down.  “The truth must be repeated over and over again, because error is repeatedly preached among us, and not only by individuals, but by the masses.  In periodicals and cyclopedias, in schools and universities – everywhere, in fact, error prevails, and is quite easy in the feeling that it has a decided majority on its side.  Often, too, people teach truth and error together, and stick to the latter.” Johann Wolfgang von Goethe.  In other words, we are already coerced into OVERSPENDING on a PROVEN colossal failure.  It is TIME to “face the facts” ALREADY.  DUMBASS!

College IS NOT for everyone.  “Everything has its limit – iron ore cannot be educated into gold.” Mark Twain.  Isn’t it ASTONISHING, everybody IS NOT college material.  A University Education is unique because LESS THAN twenty percent of the population is capable of completing a rigorous college curriculum.  That is LESS THAN one in five people for all you math morons out there.  Think of it like this, if you have four friends, the odds are LESS THAN ONE of you is college capable.  That DOES NOT make you INFERIOR to anybody.  ENOUGH ALREADY!  It is Baby Boomer BULLSHIT that you need a college degree to properly function in society.  “In Germany, there has been too much emphasis on training the intellect and not enough on strength of character.” Adolf Hitler.

Here’s a thought: why not do what you are passionate about and STICK WITH IT until you master it.  THAT is what the world needs FROM you.  “The doom of a nation can be averted only by a storm of flowing passion, but only those who are passionate themselves can arouse passion in others.” Adolf Hitler.  If you do not have a passion, then start applying for entry level jobs and perform your best until you master the position.  At that point, MOVE ON!  Apply for another position DOING SOMETHING DIFFERENT until you master that position also.  KEEP MOVING until you DISCOVER your passion and then STICK WITH IT until you master your passion.  THAT is what the world NEEDS from you.  Just ask Anna Bell Peaks.

Keep in mind, if you are UNABLE to properly care for yourself, it is UNWISE to add the burden of raising a child until you can take care of yourself FIRST.  Captain Obvious, I know.  Oh, proper care FOR YOURSELF does NOT INCLUDE government provided housing, utilities, WIC, food stamps, free school lunch, cell phone, education, methadone clinics or healthcare.  Get the picture?  “The quality of your thought and feelings is extremely low.  That is draining you.  Who you really are has no need of, doesn’t want a word of comfort, sympathy, or consolation from anything or anyone.  It doesn’t need it.  Only the false needs the false.  The true doesn’t need the false.” Vernon Howard.

It is only when the college experience is “watered down” that you have Incompetent Idiots wandering around with a “college degree” whining about being unable to find a position requiring an advanced education because their baccalaureate is in “The Social Injustice of Underwater Basket Weaving” or “The Utopia of Social Economic Community Planning“.  “The surest way to corrupt a youth is to instruct him [or her] to hold in higher esteem those who think alike than those who think differently.” Friedrich Nietzsche.  Then these morons WONDER WHY potential employers are not interested in “utilizing” their insanity.  ONLY GOVERNMENT has any delusional need for these USELESS IDIOTS.  “Personal evil hides itself by battling public evil.” Vernon Howard.  The results SPEAK for themselves.  “[Political] Altruism declares that any [government dictated] action taken for the benefit of others is good, and any [individual] action taken for one’s own benefit is evil.  Thus the [government determined] beneficiary of an action is the only criterion of moral value – and so long as that [victimized] beneficiary is anybody other than oneself, anything goes.” Ayn Rand.  Just ask the Justice Democrats about Alexandria Ocasio-Cortez, Ayanna Pressley, Ilhan Omar, Pramila Jayapal, Bashida Tlaib, Raúl Grijalva and Ro Khanna.  “To sell your soul is the easiest thing in the world.  That’s what everybody does every hour of his life.  If I asked you to keep your soul – would you understand why that’s much harder?” Ayn Rand.  You know, the USEFUL IDIOTS, who are incapable of thinking for themselves, affiliated with the Super Socialist organization partnered with Our Revolution (the largest Marxist front group in America for the Democratic Socialists of America) along with the Communist Party USA and the Freedom Road Socialist Organization, who together recruit ignorant imbeciles, when it comes to entrepreneurial economics, so the agenda of Semite Supremacist Socialism can be propagated.  “In the last hundred years, the socialist ideal, in one form or another, has found adherents among many sincere and honest people.  A number of the best and noblest men and women have accepted it with enthusiasm.  It has been the guiding star of distinguished statesmen.  It has achieved a dominant position at the universities and has served as a source of inspiration to youth.  It has so filled the thoughts and fed the emotions of both the past and the present generation that history will some day quite justly characterize our era as the age of socialism.  In the last decades, in all countries people have done as much as they could to make the socialist ideal a reality by nationalizing and municipalizing enterprises and by adopting measures designed to lead to a planned economy.  The defects necessarily involved in socialist management—its unfavorable effects on the productivity of human labor and the impossibility of economic calculation under socialism—everywhere brought these endeavors to the point where virtually every step further in the direction of socialism threatened too flagrant an impairment of the supply of goods available to the public.  From sheer necessity one had to pause on the road to socialism; and the socialist ideal—even while preserving its ideological ascendancy—became, in practical politics, merely a cloak for the labor parties in their scramble for privileges.” Ludwig von Mises Vinland Vikings CALL THEM Social-Democrat Political Para-Semites or simply: Oxygen Thieves.

The summer of nineteen, ninety-one, I returned to Quantico, Virginia for the six-week NROTC-Bulldog course at OCS.  I did not fare as well the second time around due to an infected spider bite on my right foot that slowed me down considerably but graduated none the less from “Hotel” Company.  I ended up needing to go an extra semester to fulfill all the requirements to earn my bachelor’s degree and a commission as a Second Lieutenant in the United States Marine Corps.  During my final year of college, I started competing in bodybuilding competitions, winning my hometown crown in the fall of nineteen, ninety-two.

After graduation in January nineteen, ninety-three, I drove down to Quantico, Virginia to commence The Basic School training.  Arriving in January, the next class did not start until April so they had me do odd jobs around base until our class started.

I made some friends before class started and we all commenced “Charlie” Company training in April.  Training was my main focus until around August when all the indoctrination started to get old and the tank trails, to go muddin’ in my nineteen, eighty-three Jeep CJ-Seven with eight inch lift and thirty-five inch tires, wore out.  What does a restless young man turn his attention toward at that point?  Women!  “The true man wants two things: danger and play.  For that reason he wants woman, as the most dangerous plaything.” Friedrich Nietzsche.

I had a gym membership in town (Stafford, Virginia) and met two young ladies that I started hanging out with.  “Women are made sexually attractive to equilibrate their lesser masculinity.” Ragnar Redbeard.  They were both college students, so it was not long before they had to return to their campuses.  Our training was culminating into a nine day war so I would not have had time to spend with them anyway.  “The allurement that [women] hold out to men is precisely the allurement that Cape Hatteras holds out to sailors: they are enormously dangerous and hence enormously fascinating.” H. L. Mencken.

When it came time to select our Military Occupational Specialty (MOS), my Platoon Commander, who was an Infantry Officer, strongly recommended I put in for Infantry Officer Course (IOC).  “Military men are just dumb, stupid animals to be used as pawns in foreign policy.” Henry Kissinger.  Even though I was capable and competent, I knew I did not ‘bleed green‘ (more Red with Jolly Roger Black and White) and felt the grunts in the fleet deserved the most committed (Lyrics).  Besides, it didn’t take me long to figure out I was incapable of carrying enough weapons, ammunition, food and water to BOTH kill ALL our “enemies” while sustaining MY individual “well-being.”  IMPOSSIBLE!  “See the impossible AS impossible, then the possible BECOMES possible.  The reason people are frustrated is simply because a lie cannot be turned into a truth.” Vernon Howard.  Vinland Vikings CALL IT Being Expendable.  Obviously, I couldn’t EXPECT the Marines under my command to do what I was INCAPABLE of doing MYSELF – taking “Combat Arms” Military Occupational Specialty OFF the table.  I chipped a bone in my right thumb during pugil stick training, a week before graduation; being ambidextrous, it only slowed me down for a while.

I was selected for Data Systems Officer Course (computer/communications) and assigned to Okinawa, Japan.  Again, school did not start for three months, so I was assigned as a shadow for a Data Systems Officer on base to receive some on-the-job-training before attending class and deploying over seas.  Ended up meeting another woman while awaiting classes to start.  She was a Sergeant working at another part of base.  Our relationship was forbidden under the Uniform Code of Military Justice but we enjoyed hanging out and did not make a big deal of it.  She was two years older than I and had a daughter from her marriage she was currently going through the divorce process to end.  Once our relationship became intimate (Lyrics), she assured me she was taking birth control pills to avoid bringing a child into the world while exposing our clandestine relationship.  “Of course there are temptations.  That’s what this whole sick evil world is all about, to try to drag you down to the darkness where it lives and suffers.” Vernon Howard.  We kept our relationship discreet while I was completing schooling.  Right when the class ended and I was due to deploy over seas, she dropped the bomb that she was pregnant.  You place yourself in great personal danger when you are mechanically kindly and helpful to a lost person.  And if you don’t try to understand what this means, you will find yourself in danger when it is too late to save yourself from injury at the hands of the lost person.  Lost people are totally treacherous.” Vernon Howard.  Not wanting to believe it, I blamed her for our situation.  “Whoever blames another person for his troubles is making a terrible confession.  He admits he does not think for himself.  Think deeply about that.” Vernon Howard.  She said she was on anti-biotics for a sinus infection which negated the birth control pills effectiveness.  “Sufferers!  Human beings who suffer have no other aim in life but to pass it on to you.  To give it to you in a vain attempt to rid themselves of it and it will never, never work, and so they continue to suffer, and they continue to play the game.” Vernon Howard.  Not knowing what else to do, I said we’ll keep in touch while I’m stationed in Japan and go from there.

Shortly after arriving in Okinawa, I was interviewing for the General’s Aide-de-Camp position.  I had a lot on my mind and had no one to talk to about it – making me feel lost and alone.  I must have held it together pretty well.  The General informed me that he decided not to make me his aide because he wanted me to get experience in my occupational specialty.  I was assigned the Officer-In-Charge of the Communications Center for the Marine Corps Base at Camp Butler located on Camp Foster.  I took over from a Master Gunnery Sergeant who was in the Marine Corps longer than I was alive.  I (almost) made the old salty dog shed a tear when I threw him a going-away party.  After it was over, he came over to me, shook my hand and said in all his years in the Marine Corps he never had an officer do anything like this for him and let me know how grateful he was for doing this for him.  I told him it seemed an appropriate expression of appreciation and rank should not be a barrier preventing such a gesture.

My new assignment was a lot of work as technology was advancing rapidly and the Communications Center needed a massive upgrade.  First, we needed to transition to an electronic mail messaging system – replacing the antiquated system of manually dropping the messages off and entering them by hand in the system.  Once that was accomplished, we would then be able to consolidate all the communications centers on the island into one automated center.  While supervising this process, I started attending Catholic services daily and befriending the Chaplin to discuss my personal situation.  With his help and guidance, I decided to go back on leave and get married.

An unwise man, if a maiden’s love
Or wealth he chances to win,
His pride will wax, but his wisdom never,
Straight forward he fares in conceit.

With the hard work of the Marines, competent technical skill of the Non-Commissioned Officers (NCOs) and coordination of the Staff Non-Commissioned Officers (Staff NCOs) in the Communications Center, the electronic messaging system was in place.  Once we started consolidating the communications centers, I was eligible to go on leave in October.

Returning to the United States and her mother’s orchard in western New York, we were married by the Justice of the Peace.  She was going to return to Quantico and be discharged with her pregnancy option while I returned to Okinawa to file dependency paperwork once she was discharged and await the arrival of our child in late November or early December.

All seemed to be working out upon my return to Okinawa.  The communications centers were consolidating smoothly, she was discharged and I submitted the dependency paperwork.  When my wife was admitted to the hospital to give birth, I was granted leave to be with them.  I arrived forty-eight hours after our son was born.  I stayed through the holidays and returned to Japan at the beginning of the new year to complete my tour in April.  Everything was working out so it seemed our relationship was meant to be.

Upon my return to Okinawa, I was reassigned as a “Special Projects Officer” and relieved of my duties in the Communications Center by a Captain.  The Captain completed what we started and received all the recognition for our hard work.  ‘Lucky’ him.

At the end of January, I received a phone call from an unfamiliar Lieutenant Colonel who needed to see me right away in his office.  Upon arriving, he informed me of my rights and said he was conducting an investigation, on behalf of the Battalion Commander, (herself, a Lieutenant Colonel married to a Chief Warrant Officer) into my relationship with my wife in violation of the Uniform Code of Military Justice.  I sought legal advise from the Judge Advocate General and was assigned my former NROTC Major for counsel.  I was facing General’s Office Hours from the same General I was interviewing for his Aide-de-Camp position.  After exploring my options, I decided to resign my commission and request immediate discharge.  Fortunately for me, the “Tailhook” scandal was recently “settled” and officers were being discharged at will.  My counsel recommended I send a letter to the General explaining my actions and decision.  I later learned the General was quite impressed with my letter, which surprised me, since, the gist of my premise was; I violated a man-made policy rather than Natural Law.  The Marines that worked for me were bummed I was resigning.  It was a grueling process that consumed large amounts of time.

While I was waiting for my resignation acceptance, a recently discharged Marine Master Sergeant, who I worked with briefly, was working in Rochester, New York for a computer outsourcing company called Electronic Data Systems (EDS).  Since I planned to be discharged to the Buffalo, New York area, he was willing to help me out in my job search by referring me to his fellow supervisors.  I also competed in the Okinawa bodybuilding competition over the summer.  I didn’t place but enjoyed the competition immensely.

My resignation was finally accepted and I was discharged around the autumnal equinox and returned to western New York to live at my mother-in-law’s orchard with my family and commence my job search.  “The officer’s calling was his mission in life, and he fulfilled it with a maturity rare in one so young.” Field Marshal Erich von Manstein.  Landing at the Buffalo, NY airport, my step-daughter was thrilled to see me while my wife seemed disappointed at my arrival.  So much so, I wanted to get back on the plane and fly away.  I decided to stay and give it a shot.  I interviewed with EDS but they were not hiring until the beginning of the year so my father-in-law said I could work for his small computer business while searching for employment.  I ended up working for him until being hired on at EDS in January, nineteen, ninety-six.

I worked for EDS as a project manager on the Xerox account and commuted to Rochester, New York until an opportunity arose in Lockport, New York, just north of Buffalo, in October.  I was accepted into the computer programming training course while being much closer to home.

Yes, I voted for Ross Perot BOTH times he ran for president of the United States NOT because I worked for EDS (I was still in college in nineteen ninety-two) but because HE KNEW WHAT HE WAS TALKING ABOUT.  “Which government is the best?  The one that teaches us to govern ourselves.” Johann Wolfgang von Goethe.  Unfortunately, pathetic people prefer popular perverts to proper policy.  Sexual scandal is more glamorous than sound statehood.

Besides, Americans are too cowardly to vote for a “Third Party” candidate since they believe it is a wasted vote.  Vicious Voters prefer to elect the lesser of two evils never realizing they are perpetuating a process that incrementally STRENGTHENS EVIL.  The “lesser of two evils” today was the “greater of two evils” yesterday and the “greater of two evils” today will be the “lesser of two evils” tomorrow.  Now we know WHY, like Socialism, Democracy DOESN’T WORK – Public Plundering in the name of the “In God We Trust” majority NEVER did work and NEVER will.  Giving every man a vote has no more made men wise and free than Christianity has made them good.” H. L. Mencken.

In other words, “We the People” PREFER an evil, democratically “elected” government, where the “candidates” to choose from are hand-picked by the Elite Establishment whose sole desire is to keep their Political Power status quo, over INDIVIDUAL FREEDOM to choose for yourself – which is, by definition, Heathen Anarchy or No God AND No Government.  More on this later.  But under the play of all these opposites there is something fundamental and permanent — the basic delusion that men may be governed and yet be free.” H. L. Mencken.  So, “In God We Trust” ENDOWS evil as JUSTIFIED while freedom is CONDEMNED.  BRILLIANT!

We were living with her mother for over a year at this point and with her and her mother working together, I felt like the fifth wheel on the wagon.  Her mom even approached me one time and asked why I was still there.  I told her because of our son – I couldn’t abandon him.  I really liked my Mother-In-Law, she was not the typical pain in the neck, meddling force.  On the contrary, she was quite generous and supportive despite our foolish behavior and pathetic situation we put ourselves into.

As winter turned to spring, I was not happy with my career or my family situation and felt some changes were necessary.  You must not anxiously and mistakenly call upon your false nature to save you.  When you call upon your imaginary self for help, it will respond quickly, but it will cruelly surround you with more of its darkness while making you think it is light.  Don’t believe in it.” Vernon Howard.  Experiencing “Hi-T” (high testosterone), I applied for Special Agent positions in both the Federal Bureau of Investigation and Secret Service.  The Secret Service written exam was by far the most difficult Civil Service exam I ever attempted.  I left the exam thinking there was no way I passed.  I felt much better after the FBI exam and shortly afterward I was contacted for an interview in New York City.  I was put up in a hotel for the night and was interviewed by a three agent panel.  After the grueling interview, I returned to western New York fully anticipating being hired.  Obviously changing careers would have meant relocation and my wife was not very keen on the idea.  She had settled into life with her mother helping manage the orchard business.  I received a call quite some time after my interview stating I was no longer being considered for the Special Agent position with the FBI.  When questioning why I was no longer being considered, I was informed they could not tell me any specific reason – just that I was no longer being considered.  Shortly after being rejected, I was notified that I had indeed passed the Secret Service exam and they requested an interview.  The interview went wonderfully, one of the agents even slipped and started talking about the rest of the application process as if I had already passed the interview.  When I returned home with excitement, my wife was livid.  She told me in no uncertain terms she was not willing to relocate.  I told her to relax – we’ll cross that bridge when we get to it.

We were all sleeping in separate rooms when suddenly her mother had one of the upstairs rooms remodeled (a fire destroyed the second floor).  She moved upstairs and left her room for us to use.  After one night of intimacy, my wife was conveniently pregnant again.  For the first time, I thought she might be manipulating the children to coerce me into fulfilling her desires.  By the end of summer, the Secret Service notified me and again said I was no longer being considered without being able to tell me any specific reason why.  At this point, I did not know what else to do.

One day when I returned home from work, my wife said a retired New York State Trooper friend of hers informed her the New York State Police was administering an entrance exam if I was still interested in law enforcement.  I said I was, and started looking into taking the exam.

I did extremely well on the exam and was placed at the top of the list to attend the New York State Police Academy in the spring if I met all the requirements.  People live in a peculiar position of protecting wrong ideas they cannot value because the ideas have no value except to egotism.” Vernon Howard.  My wife seemed to be more amicable with this opportunity and we started looking for a house of our own.  We found one we liked, closed on it and moved in during February.  I eventually replaced the roof on it.  I was also scheduled for computer training through EDS in Michigan, so I informed my supervisor of my pending opportunity with the State Police.  He was very appreciative of my heads-up and postponed training until we saw what would happen with my pending opportunity.  I ended up qualifying and accepting the position of Trooper with the State Police.  I started training, in the one hundred, seventy-ninth academy class, at Albany in May and my youngest son was born three weeks later.  My wife went into labor on a Friday, I was dismissed early from the academy in Albany and made it back to Buffalo in time to witness his birth.

It was another grueling six-month indoctrination process and another three-months of field training before I was sent to my first duty station in February nineteen, ninety-nine at Cortland, New York.  I was going to keep my expenses at a minimum so my wife could use the funds to take care of the house and family expenses.  She also opened her own convenient store business to help with expenses.  The State Police was experimenting with twelve-hour shifts in the Troop I was assigned, so I was not away from my family for long stretches at a time.  When I first joined the State Police, I was interested in becoming an investigator.  It did not take long to observe they were glorified report writers and quickly realized the road is where I belonged.

After a year at Cortland, I was transferred to Horseheads, New York in the southern tier.  By the summer, I really enjoyed the duty station, supervisors, fellow Troopers and area we worked.  In July, I approached my wife and asked if she would consider visiting the Horseheads area to see if she liked it and possibly relocate there.  She would not even consider it.  When I asked why, she said she could not do that to her father.  Do what to your father?  She said he was a big help when I was away and since he resided outside Buffalo, it would be too far for him to travel.  I reminded her we would be living TOGETHER and his assistance would be minimal if at all needed.  Besides, it was not like I wanted to relocate to Plattsburgh or Long Island at the other end of the state.  She refused to consider it further.  I told her it took me two years to get you away from your mother and now you are hiding behind your father.  I asked, are you married to me or to your parents?  She said, do not ever ask me to make that choice because I will always pick them over you.  I started laughing and said, you’re joking!  Straight-faced she said, no, I will always choose them over you.  Fault for loving let no man find Ever with any other; Havamal.  I told her I appreciated her honesty and informed her that was not marriage.  Marriage is a wonderful institution, but who would want to live in an institution?” H. L. Mencken.

A man shall trust not the oath of a maid,
Nor the word a womanly saint speaks;
For their hearts on a whirling wheel were fashioned,
And fickle their breasts were formed.

At that point, our relationship ended for me (Lyrics) internally and I was just going through the motions to see what would come up next (Lyrics).

Hotter than fire between false friends
Does friendship five days burn;
When the sixth day comes the fire cools,
And ended is all the love.

On my favorite holiday; Halloween, I was invited to the local watering hole after our shift ended at eleven PM.  I enjoyed lifting weights before and after shift, so, I told them I would be down after working out in the station gym.  Approximately forty to fifty minutes later, I arrived.  Most everyone left except for one Trooper who was hanging out with one of his former, long and lean, brunette female classmates.  He introduced us and I was hanging out with them for a while.  He had to get going so it was just the two of us for a while.  She had two children and was going through a divorce from her husband.  We hung out for a while and then she invited me over to her place for a beer.  I declined, saying I had to work a swing shift so I had to get going.

A week later, we ended up meeting again at the same place and hit it off well.  She invited me over again and this time I accepted.  We enjoyed each other’s company and were soon intimate with each other.  Sport with maidens at dusk, for day’s eyes are many; Havamal.  Come to find out, her father was a retired State Trooper and hit it off well with her parents when we met.

The drives between the shores of Lake Ontario and the southern tier were growing increasingly difficult.  Adultery is the application of democracy to love.” H. L. Mencken.  Finally, the one evening, after the children were in bed, my wife said she was going to bed early too.  Very unusual behavior for a night hawk who is up until the wee hours of the morning.  I just stood up and said, I’m going back to Horseheads now.  Baffled, she asked why now, since I was not scheduled to work the next day.  I told her I would rather go back now since nothing was planned.  She asked if I was seeing someone.  I said maybe, why would you care.  She said she did care so I asked her when the last time we were intimate with each other.  She just looked at me blankly.  I told her not to worry about it because I couldn’t remember either.

Things were touch and go for a while and we agreed to work on our relationship, so I said goodbye to my Fuck-Buddy and requested a hardship transfer to Rochester, New York.  “What deluded society insists is right for you is precisely what is wrong for you.” Vernon Howard.  The holidays were brutal.

Clear now will I speak, for I know them both,
Men false to women are found;
When fairest we speak, then falsest we think,
Against wisdom we work with deceit.

She kept shoving my extra-marital relationship in my face and tried involving the children to be upset with me.  The fact that men and women quarrel and hurt each other is the plain proof that they don’t possess the loving natures they claim to have.  But few people want to see this obvious fact, preferring to deceive themselves.  And if their deceit is pointed out to them it arouses their anger – which proves the fact.  Such a person is like a penniless vagabond who wanders desperately around, foolishly and pathetically telling everyone that he owns a gold mine.” Vernon Howard.  After the beginning of the year, I made arrangements to stay with another Trooper that worked at a different station until I could figure out what to do next.

“You must dare to disassociate yourself from those who would delay your journey… Leave, depart, if not physically, then mentally.  Go your own way, quietly, undramatically, and venture toward Trueness at last.”
Vernon Howard

I opened a new bank account to start using my earnings to take care of myself FIRST and then my children.  After opening the account, the bank manager called and requested my presence.  When I arrived, she had a huge printout of my credit report.  As we went through it, I was astounded.  My wife opened all kinds of credit cards, ran them up and was not making any payments on several of them which were being referred to collection agencies.  Weak people who drag you down will always claim to be strong people trying to lift you up.” Vernon Howard.  The manager explained to me how bad all this was for financial considerations.  “Refuse to play the roles that people try to cast you in – for their benefit.” Vernon Howard.  I told her I had no idea any of this was going on and thanked her for bringing this situation to my attention.

I rede you, Loddfafnir! and hear my rede,—
Profit you have if you hear,
Great your gain if you learn:
Beware of sleep on a saint’s bosom,
Nor let her limbs ensnare you.
Such is her might that you have no mind
For the council or meeting of men;
Meat you hate, joy you have not,
And sadly to slumber you fare.

I returned to my friend’s apartment and immediately tried to contact the mutual fund company of the retirement fund I opened while still in the Marine Corps.  My plan was to cash it out regardless of the penalties, pay off the creditors and start new financially.  When I finally reached a representative of the company, I was informed it was already cashed out – during the time I was in training at the academy.  I asked who cashed it out and was informed my wife helped herself to it.  Gullibility consists of not seeing people as they really are until they have taken all they can from you.” Vernon Howard.  I requested copies of the forged cleared checks which they sent to me.  After I hung up the phone, I sat there and had an epiphany.  A man is never more truthful than when he acknowledges himself a liar.” Mark Twain.  My wife never loved me.  She loved making mine hers.  She just wanted me to keep fulfilling her desires without ever considering my needs.

Fault with another let no man find
For what touches many a man;
Wise men often into witless fools
Are made by mighty love.

She loved squandering what I worked so hard to provide.  Everyone secretly knows that you can only love someone when you don’t want something from him.” Vernon Howard.  On that eleventh day of January two thousand, one, I had no idea how I was going to pay all the debt off, I just knew I would.  As for my soon to be ex-wife’s gravy train, it just came to a crashing halt.  She just proved herself irresponsible and untrustworthy.  It is against the law to permit weak people to steal your strength.  Never permit it.” Vernon Howard.  Looking back on how our relationship started, it dawned on me that she was irresponsible and untrustworthy when she got pregnant and I was irresponsible and untrustworthy for getting her pregnant.  A free man is free because at one point in his life he became willing to hear what he did not want to hear.” Vernon Howard.  The whole situation was a reflection of what I was really like.  I didn’t like the results of living this way.  To the exact degree that we tolerate our own nonsense we must suffer from the nonsense of others.” Vernon Howard.  It was a painful realization that made me want to learn from my negligence and become responsible and trustworthy – first to myself and then to my step-daughter and two sons.  Right responsibility for yourself IS RIGHT RESPONSIBILITY TOWARD OTHERS.” Vernon Howard.

My wife contacted me shortly after the financial situation was revealed to me and begged me to return home.  You can end half your troubles immediately by no longer permitting people to tell you what you want.” Vernon Howard.  I asked her why – so you can continue to deceive me, lie to me, take advantage of me and steal from me?  She claimed to have no idea what I was talking about.  So, I laid it all out telling her what I recently discovered about her financial shenanigans and that I would not be returning to a Red-Headed – Scottish/Irish flamethrower (Lyrics) I couldn’t trust to have my back or betray my heart.  A chief duty of yours is to ignore the duties that other people insist you owe them.” Vernon Howard.  She filed for divorce at the end of January – the feeling was mutual – she just saved me the trouble.  Presently you can’t live your own life because you don’t know what it means to live your own life.  What it means to live your own life is to no longer live from the belief that you are living your own life.” Vernon Howard.  Eventually, discovered she had an affair (Lyrics) not long after our youngest son was born resulting in a pregnancy.  ‘Lucky’ her.  Now, I know the REAL reason she did not want to relocate with me to Horseheads and why her dad’s assistance was so vital.  Also explains, after putting the children to bed for the night, hinting I would like for her to join me for some sexual enjoyment.  She assured me she would be right up after checking on something on the computer.  I would go to our bedroom, disrobe, crawl into bed and wait patiently.  Eventually falling asleep and when awakening in the morning, finding her completely robed, buried under blankets and as far away from me as she could get on our king-size bed.  So be it.  Hindsight is twenty/ten.  She had an abortion to keep the infidelity from coming to light.  “Don’t fool yourself, my dear.  You’re much worse than a bitch.  You’re a saint.  Which shows why saints are dangerous and undesirable.” Ayn Rand.  I found it interesting she did not choose this option when we were still in the Marine Corps since we not only put our careers in jeopardy, but she was STILL LEGALLY MARRIED at the time she became pregnant.  Games People Play.  Makes me wonder if any of the children are mine (Lyrics).  ‘Lucky’ me.  But I digress.

I immersed myself into my work.  I signed up for all the overtime I could work to start paying off the collection agencies first.  “Others may have hurt us in the past, but now we are responsible for tossing out the damage.” Vernon Howard.  I then consolidated all the credit cards that were in both our names into a single loan and closed the accounts.  The only other loan in my name was for my vehicle.  By the spring, I had the bleeding stopped by surviving on peanut butter and bread.  Laws control the lesser man… Right conduct controls the greater one.” Mark Twain.  In April, my friend’s landlord no longer consented to me staying with him so I thanked him for his hospitality and moved into the basement of the Troop Headquarters building in Canandaigua, New York while I searched for an apartment in the Rochester area.  Stop glorifying suffering.  It has no glory.  Not an ounce.  Drop the secret and foolish self-glory in suffering and you will see it fall off like a dropped hat.” Vernon Howard.  By July, I had the loans paid off and moved into a two bedroom apartment in Hilton, New York, a hamlet just west of Rochester and a fifty minute drive to visit my children.

I now had a place of my own where my children could visit on a regular basis.  By this time, we were working twelve-hour shifts statewide so I always had two weekdays and every other weekend off.  Visitation consisted of visiting with my children once a week where they lived and stay with me every other weekend.  I would have lunch with them at school, up until fourth grade, and then take them all out for supper after school on my visits out to see them once a week.  I paid off everything in my name and everything in both our names.  She was responsible for what was in her name and she can have the house and business – I had no interest in any of it.  I was ordered to start paying child support based on my previous year earnings (forty-six thousand dollars).  The divorce should have been a breeze – in fact, I just wanted to go through mediation since there was no significant investments in the six years we were together in time or money – all the assets were liquidated except for the house and business.  Unfortunately, things are never easy when lawyers perceive a resource to be exploited.  On September eleventh, such an asset became quite lucrative.

“It ain’t what you don’t know that gets you into trouble.  It’s what you know for sure that just ain’t so.”
Mark Twain

The colossal loss of life and property damage inflicted in New York City, sent a call for assistance to the State Police.  “You can’t depend on your eyes when your imagination is out of focus.” Mark Twain.  A couple observations from that day puzzled me.  “Those who are capable of tyranny are capable of perjury to sustain it.” Lysander Spooner.

First, before the day ended, our fearless leaders were urging us to return to our daily lives of routine WITHOUT communicating exactly what was going on.  “Using the public to fool the public is an important aspect of the government’s program of deception.” Irwin Schiff.  Strange advise, considering, a true terrorist would lull you into a false sense of security and then strike again and again, so it seemed VIGILANCE would be implored.  “Society wants to take over your mind and can you think of anything more disastrous?” Vernon Howard.  The only way our fearless leaders would disregard a follow-up attack is if they already knew beforehand that another strike was not imminent and the only way they would be privy to such information is if they were in on the planning and execution of the entire operation.  “The road to tyranny, we must never forget, begins with the destruction of the truth.” William J. Clinton.

Second, an overwhelming majority of the so-called jihadist, suicidal hijackers hailed from Saudi Arabia – a supposed ally.  In spite of such evidence, the American Wehrmacht pinpointed cave dwellers in Afghanistan for retribution – eventually linking Saudi Arabia’s arch nemesis, Iraq, for annihilation – strange indeed.  “Infiltrate the press.  Get control of book-review assignments, editorial writing, policymaking positions.” Florida Congressman A. S. Herlong Jr.  He-Man NEEDS Skeletor.  Remember, destructive falsehood is an expert in disguising itself as constructive truth.” Vernon Howard.

But the MOST baffling observation was a “terrorist attack” aimed directly at United States power taking down office buildings in New York City, without killing a single noteworthy Jew in the MOST Yiddish city in America, and the Pentagon in Washington, DC, without killing a single noteworthy Skull & Bones Elitist in the city designed, constructed and occupied by Freemason Elitists.  “The hardest thing to explain is the glaringly evident which everybody has decided not to see.” Ayn Rand.  What are the odds that a “surprise” attack, killing THOUSANDS, claims NOT ONE prominent Yiddish or Elitist?  “America and Israel share a special bond.  Our relationship is unique among all nations.  [Just ask the Puerto Ricans and the Palestinians about the following claim:]  Like America, Israel is a strong democracy, a symbol of freedom, and an oasis of liberty, a home to the oppressed and persecuted,” William J. Clinton.  Ever notice it is NEVER a prominent, pathetic, political pin-head that perishes as a result of their implemented draconian policies, it is ALWAYS “We The People” – ever notice THAT?  It is by the goodness of God that in our country we have those three unspeakably precious things: freedom of speech, freedom of conscience, and the prudence never to practice either of them.” Mark Twain.

Why on earth would “terrorists” target these mundane landmarks, rather than Wall Street Stock Exchanges in New York City and the Federal Reserve in Washington, DC to put the United States “out of business” PERMANENTLY?  Demoralize the enemy from within by surprise, terror, sabotage, assassination.  This is the war of the future.” Adolf Hitler.

Following the money, how could Larry Silverstein make a fortune by “pulling” Building Seven in the midst of a “surprise” attack?  AND while “We The People” were proudly pursuing payback, how did the failure of ENRON precipitate a monumental transfer of wealth from the “hard working” middle class to the “non-working” District of Columbia, Elite, Oligarchic, Plantation Establishment in the guise of a Stock Exchange “crash” followed by Government “bailouts”?  “We are never deceived; we deceive ourselves.” Johann Wolfgang von Goethe.  What gave you the impression that the Constitutionally Established, Plantation Apartheid of the Elite Oligarchy ever terminated?  “These questions require no formal answering.  They answer themselves in the asking.” Ragnar Redbeard.  (Hint: District of Columbia is neither a State nor a Commonwealth, it is the Supreme Exception to both.  Oh look, we just discovered the origin of American Exceptionalism.  Also, “apartheid” can be segregation on grounds other than “race” – such as, religious preference or political usefulness, for example.)

I rede you, Loddfafnir! and hear my rede,—
Profit you have if you hear,
Great your gain if you learn:
If evil you know, as evil proclaim it,
And make no friendship with fools.

The media NEVER posed these questions and the government ‘Of the People, By the People and For the People’ NEVER “investigated” the Jewish Jihad “covered up” by Skull & Bones Elitists, and “avenged” by Freemason Elitists.  “Truth is treason in the empire of lies.” Ron Paul.  The media and government just redirected our attention to the Islamic Jihad “perpetrators.”  “… but among the alluring priests of Unreason, the most dangerous is the fanatical propagandist.” Ragnar Redbeard.

The “founding fathers” and their “Providence” would have been SO proud of the scale of the deception.  “If you don’t know, the thing to do is not to get scared, but to learn.” Ayn Rand.  THAT is the textbook operation of a properly functioning conspiracy.  “You don’t know what a slick trick is being played on you.” Vernon Howard.

The man-made makers of truth, perpetrators, would know since they wrote the book on how to properly perform a conspiracy – it’s known as the Torah/Bible/Koran depending on what truth you choose to BELIEVE. “Deranged minds while being very susceptible to suggestion, possess — no initiative.” Ragnar Redbeard.

“Seeing evil in the right way is to see it has no power except as we wrongly credit it with power.”
Vernon Howard

I did not respond to New York City with the initial wave of Troopers from the Rochester station and worked normal patrol the weekend after the attacks.  I was placed on standby status but was still able to have my children over the following weekend.  I received a call from the station that Saturday stating I was to be ready to head down and relieve the first wave the following morning.  I called my wife to let her know I was being deployed to New York City tomorrow morning and had to cut the visit with our children short this time.  She told me no way – she had plans and I had to make other arrangements and hung up on me.  Odd response from a mother with young children in a time of crisis.  Initially, I was panic stricken and wondered who I could trust with my children to help me out.  I befriended a single woman with a daughter the same age as my step-daughter over the summer at a swimming pool.  I called her up and explained my situation to her.  She was more than eager to help out and proved to be a great friend in time of need.  She was more upset than I was when she ended up dropping the children off to a babysitter.  Must have been big plans.

If a friend you have whom you fully will trust,
And good from her would get,
Your thoughts with hers mingle, and gifts shall you make,
And fare to find her often.

Arriving at ‘Ground Zero,’ I knew one thing for sure from my high school physics class – two airplanes could not have caused this much damage – physically impossible (Lyrics).  “See the impossible AS impossible, then the possible BECOMES possible.  The reason people are frustrated is simply because a lie cannot be turned into a truth.” Vernon Howard.

A Cesspool of Cancer

Today, 15 years after the attacks, doctors are starting to understand why people are still dying.  When the towers came down, they say, they released a massive plume of carcinogens [Demolition Compounds?], turning lower Manhattan into a cesspool of cancer and deadly disease. “We will never know the composition of that cloud, because the wind carried it away, [how convenient] but people were breathing and eating it,” [How, when “the wind carried it away?”] says Mount Sinai’s [Dr. Michael] Crane.  “What we do know is that it had all kinds of god-awful things in it.  [How, when “the wind carried it away?”] Burning jet fuel. [CONSUMED within seconds]  Plastics, metal, fiberglass, asbestos. [Demolition Compounds?]  It was thick, terrible stuff.  [How do you KNOW?]  A witch’s brew.”  [INCLUDING Demolition Compounds?]
New research confirms that this toxic cocktail caused heightened rates of cancer. 
[Is it POSSIBLE Demolition Compounds were the PRIMARY part of “this toxic cocktail” the wind was UNABLE to carry away or was it a result of the Hutchison Effect?  The QUESTION everybody REFUSES to ASK let alone ANSWER HONESTLY!  WHY?!]
Yet following the attacks, the government repeatedly announced the air within Ground
 Zero’s 16-acre zone was safe to breathe.  [THAT’S WHY!  It was a DREADFUL stench!]  One week after the towers fell, Christine Todd Whitman, then the head of the U.S. Environmental Protection Agency, stated that the air did “not pose a health hazard.”  She was wrong.  [ACCOUNTABILITY?]  At the time, the EPA “did not have sufficient data and analyses to make such a blanket statement,” according to a 2003 U.S. inspector general report.  “The White House Council on Environmental Quality (under George W. Bush) influenced, through the collaboration process, the information that the EPA communicated to the public through its early press releases when it convinced the EPA to add reassuring statements and delete cautionary ones.  [What EXACTLY is the Government COVERING UP?]
The U.S. Court of Appeals later ruled that Whitman wasn’t liable for the EPA’s claims
[Diplomatic Immunity?], because she did not intend any harm.  [‘Lucky’ Her!]

The average age of rescue and recovery workers is approaching 54, says Andy Todd, co-deputy director of Mount Sinai’s World Trade Center Health Program.  More than 86 percent of them are men, and more than half are suffering from multiple World Trade Center–related illnesses.  Fewer than 10 percent have cancer right now, Todd says, but as these people get older, both he and Crane expect that number to steadily rise.  “If you were down there, and especially if you were a responder,” Crane says, “you need to be seen.”

Excerpt from:
9/11’s Second Wave: Cancer and Other Diseases Linked to the 2001 Attacks Are Surging

“If you were down there, and especially if you were a responder,” Crane says, “you need to be seen.” [WHY?  So you COLLABORATORS can PROLONG our MISERY while funding YOUR “Mount Sinai World Trade Center Health Program“?  Take ‘good’ care of us “responders” like the U.S. Court of Appeals took ‘good’ care of Christine Todd Whitman?  “The terrible immoralities are the cunning ones hiding behind masks of morality, such as exploiting people while pretending to help them.” Vernon Howard.  FUCK YOU!  And EVERYTHING Your “Hippocratic Oath” REPRESENTS!  “Hilary/Obama Care” EXPOSED the Medical Profession as the FRAUDS you ALL conspire with to DESTROY lives!  “Remember, before they called it Obamacare, they called it Hillarycare.  We’re going to take things away from you on behalf of the common good.” Hillary Clinton.  You know, the Fascist Healthcare Plan authored by Democratic Semite Supremacist Senator, Pencil-Necked Geek Jay Rockefeller of Washington, who sought to consolidate the Health Insurance Industry like the Rothschilds continue to consolidate the Banking Industry, making it MUCH EASIER to IMPOSE One World Government, UNDER Semite Supremacists, WITH Slavery and Poverty FOR ALL who Sympathetically Submit.

Your “Mount Sinai World Trade Center Health Program” is Incompetent to Heal and Incapable to Kill so where does THAT leave those of us “trusted” to Your Care, Dr. Crane?  Totally FUCKED!  ALL You “Cure Nothing” SCUMBAGS and Your Corrupt “Cure Nothing” Cancer CHARITIES can Kiss My FUCKIN’ Ass!  The DAMAGE is ALREADY done!  DUMBASS!

Thank you EPA Demon: Christine Todd Whitman, US President Demon: George W. Bush, NY Governor Demon: George E. Pataki, NYC Mayor Demon: Rudolph W. L. Giuliani and the ENTIRE Elite Establishment Demons.  “Blessed is the man who hath powerful enemies, they shall make him a hero — Cursed is he who “doeth good” unto others, he shall be despised.” Ragnar Redbeard.

Just another expendable peasant casualty the tax-payers won’t be “footing the bill” to construct a “library” in “honor” of his “contribution” to Yahweh’s Empire of “In God We Trust.”  “All religions are equally sublime to the ignorant, useful to the politician, and ridiculous to the philosopher.” Titus Lucretius Carus.

THUNDER-FUCK YOUR God, YOUR Lord God, YOUR Christ and YOUR Prophet!  YOU ALL brought RAGNAROK upon YOURSELVES!  Woe to the wicked!  Disaster is upon [the Semite Supremacists]!  They [and THEIR Converted Crusading Christian Sympathizers] will be [THUNDER-FUCKED] for what THEIR [ELITIST] HANDS HAVE DONE.  Isaiah 3:11.


“There is land for the taking, and gold for the raking; and fame, and power, and [libraries]; for the [Zionist], the [Illuminati], and the [Preacher-Politician]. — AND FOR NONE OTHER.
“The ethical principles of [Literalist] Christendom, judging by daily developments, are the [Para-Semite] principles of a mocking, sneaking hypocritical devil — if there is a devil.”
Ragnar Redbeard]

“Satan and stupidity must be studied together, for evil and ignorance relate closely.  Badness is madness.  Stupidity is the absence of spiritual wisdom.  A man can run his business adequately and still be spiritually stupid.  A stupid person does not see himself as stupid, which makes him a typically horrible human being.  His mind is stuffed with useless clippings from yesterday’s news, which he proudly calls his library.  Intelligence starts with awareness of personal stupidity.”
Vernon Howard

To quote a deceptive icon: “Make the lie big, make it simple, keep saying it, and eventually, they will believe it.” Adolf Hitler.  At which point, it becomes a ‘Sacred Lie‘.  “…so too does the government rely on and utilize the nation’s media — converting it into a virtual monolithic government propaganda agency.” Irwin Schiff.

My third trip to work in New York City found our Troop working the night shift instead of the day shift.  During a break one night, I told my partner we should go down to “Ground Zero” and talk to some of the workers cleaning up.  He reluctantly agreed and down we went.  We found a foreman and I asked him who was investigating this attack and how were they processing such a massive crime scene.  “A person hears only what they understand.” Johann Wolfgang von Goethe.  When he looked at me blankly, I asked if the NYPD, State Police or the FBI was processing the crime scene.  He said none of the above – the FBI was just interested in recovering the “Black Box” and haven’t returned since.  I asked if they were sending the mangled steel girders to a crime lab.  He laughed and said no, they were hauling the girders to the harbor port to be loaded on barges destined for India.  To WHERE?  INDIA.  “In the description of the Brianvillers trail [1772] this sentence: “The greatest crimes, far from being suspected, cannot even be imagined.”  That is quite true [in regards to the 9/11 incidents] and derives from the fact that as the magnitude of the crime increases, the more it rises above the instinctive.  The more [deceptively] intelligent [the crime] becomes, the more the evidence disappears.” Ernst Jünger.  I thanked him for the info and left him to his task at hand.

Told me all I needed to know.  In all affairs, it’s a healthy thing, now and then, to hang a question mark on the things you have long taken for granted.” Bertrand Russell.  There are no crime labs in India so I concluded you only process crime scenes when you want TO LEARN what happened.  If you do not process a “crime scene” it means you ALREADY KNOW what happened.  “The art of [evil] leadership… consists in consolidating the attention of the people against a single adversary and taking care that nothing will split up that attention.” Adolf Hitler.  Just ask retired Flight Attendant Rebekah Roth“Men prefer one great lie to a mass of small truths.” Alexander Pushkin.  My partner was LAZILY accepting the “official” story but I KNEW BETTER now.  The truth, indeed, is something that mankind, for some mysterious reason, instinctively dislikes.  Every man who tries to tell it is unpopular, and even when, by the sheer strength of his case, he prevails, he is put down as a [conspiracy theory] scoundrel.” H. L. MenckenHint: Conspiracy Theory Scoundrel – (n). Valorous Vinland Viking eager to relieve “In God We Trust” of His DUMBASS Delusional Duty toward “We The People” conducted through His pathetic propaganda.  “All propaganda has to be popular and has to accommodate itself to the comprehension of the least intelligent of those whom it seeks to reach.” Adolf Hitler.

I worked a total of eight weeks through the holidays in “The Big Apple” until the detail was discontinued shortly after the beginning of the new year.

I squatted five hundred, fifteen pounds during my time in the city and two years later, I would bench press four hundred, five pounds.  No, I did not utilize knee wraps, belts, compression shirts/suit, or any other such NONSENSE in my training – just solid lifting shoes and chalk.  I chose to strengthen my body naturally by allowing my joints to strengthen WITH my muscles.  It’s not for everybody, but it worked for me.  I also became interested in Olympic style lifting (snatch along with clean and jerk) by reading the book The Weightlifting Encyclopedia: A Guide to World Class Performance by Arthur J. Drechsler and watching the accompanying videos during my time in New York City then added those techniques to my training regimen.  I would eventually Snatch two hundred, five pounds and Clean and Jerk two hundred, forty-five pounds, all at a body weight of two hundred pounds.  Oh, five foot, ten inches, for those interested in my height dimension.

After the detail ended, court proceedings for our divorce picked up.  Being a new year, they promptly had to recalculate my child support payments based on my previous year earnings.  The support calculation was based on seventy-thousand dollars when my base pay was only forty-six thousand dollars.  I explained my situation to the court saying I ended up working hundreds of hours of overtime due to the unexpected attack in New York City and the detail was now discontinued.

I was told it did not matter since that is what I was capable of earning – INCREDIBLE!  “The conditioned mind cannot protect against the assaults of life, for it is unknowingly a part of the forces of assault.  You might as well appoint a wolf to guard sheep.  Why must we insist upon going beyond mere opinions gathered by the intellect?  Because the painful questions asked by the heart cannot be answered by a confused mind.” Vernon Howard.  When I returned to my car after that hearing, I vowed to no longer work any overtime if at all possible.  “You are aware when you sense that you really do not know what you are doing.  You are unaware when you falsely assume you already know what is going on.” Vernon Howard.  It seemed everybody else was benefiting at my expense so I was no longer going to exhaust myself.  Besides, I can spend the extra time with the children.

“Those who have talked themselves into accepting fantasy as fact must now stop talking and begin to listen.”
Vernon Howard

“In a recent conversation with an official at the Internal Revenue Service, I was amazed when he told me that, ‘If the taxpayers of this country ever discover that the Internal Revenue Service operates on 90 percent bluff, the entire system will collapse’.”
Senator Henry Bellmon (1969)

“Beware of those who use your fears to exploit you, for the human jungle is thick with such people.”
Vernon Howard

One night while driving on duty in the cruiser, I heard an advertisement on the radio asking why I was paying income taxes when no law required it?  “There are two ways to be fooled.  One is to believe what isn’t true.  The other is to refuse to accept what is true.” Soren Kierkegaard.  I almost drove off the road in disbelief.  “The world is not ruled by human beings or by laws but by outer appearances.” Vernon Howard.  I quickly pulled to the shoulder of the road and retrieved my notepad and pen to record the contact information at the end of the commercial.  “Ignorance is simply a lack of knowledge, while stupidity is a refusal to collect needed knowledge.” Vernon Howard.  I had to investigate this claim for myself.  “When there is an income tax, the just man will pay more and the unjust man less on the same amount of income.” Plato.

I ordered a copy of the Internal Revenue Code and the book The Federal Mafia: How the Government Illegally Imposes and Unlawfully Collects Income Taxes by Irwin Schiff.  “The power to tax involves the power to destroy.” Chief Justice John Marshall.  The more I researched the law requiring payment of income taxes the more I learned for myself that there was indeed no law requiring me to pay any income taxes let alone file any kind of income tax return – AMAZING!  “In short, if you think you are living in a country governed by law and a Constitution, this book will convince you that you are living in a fool’s paradise.” Irwin Schiff.  To quote Anonymous“It is easier to believe a lie one has heard a thousand times, than to know a fact no one has heard before.”

I was not able to put this valuable information to use right away since my wife and I already filed jointly for two thousand, one and the judge in our divorce proceedings ordered my wife and I to file a joint return for two thousand, two and any refund was to be signed over to our lawyers.  I wondered if we ended up owing taxes if they would be as eager to pay the tax on our behalf – probably not.  We ended up with a refund, after my wife drug out the process for almost a year – so I never found out if the lawyers would pay on our behalf.  By the end of two thousand, two, the judge legally divorced us with the financial decision still pending.

“The last thing falsehood wants you to do is question it, so question it.”
Vernon Howard

At the start of two thousand, three, my child support payment was again recalculated and again was based on seventy-thousand dollars plus (three hundred, twenty-four dollars A WEEK! – Fuck ME!).  Again, I explained to the court that a lot of overtime rolled over from the New York City detail and the Troopers Union negotiated a new contract which contained a significant amount of back pay that was not going to repeat.  My base pay had risen to just over fifty-thousand dollars a year but was still no where near the seventy-thousand plus my child support was based upon.  Again, I was informed that I was capable of making that amount of money and it stood.  I started to really question his motivation for basing my payments on such an unrealistic amount of income.  I was soon to discover the answer and it had nothing to do with the well being of my children.

I really felt I was being taken advantage of during the divorce court proceedings and started to look for some explanations.  I discovered an Equal Rights for Fathers support group that met regularly.  Its purpose was to give information to divorced fathers so they can better understand the legal process and protect themselves from ruthless court rulings.  It was beneficial at first but occasionally turned into a bitch session for fathers to vent their frustrations.  “Truth never enters a room filled with people whose chief talent is to chatter about social service.” Vernon Howard

At about the fourth or fifth meeting I attended, they had a guest speaker from the Child Support Collections Unit on hand to explain their role and answer questions.  After he gave his spiel on his ‘authority’ to plunder the public and opened it up to questions, one guy put him on the spot.  He asked the bureaucrat point-blank how their agency is funded.  When the representative looked at him kind of funny, the guy stated that Child Support Collections Unit was NOT a state funded agency and inquired again the source of their funding.  After some hesitation and verbal wrangling, the speaker himself finally admitted that the unit was funded through the collections they take in to redistribute to the child support recipient.  BINGO!!!  State-sponsored child-exploitation.  “To lay with one hand the power of the government on the property of the citizen, and with the other bestow it on favored individuals …is nonetheless robbery because it is done under the form of law and is called taxation.” United States Supreme Court, Loan Association v. Topeka (1874).

That explained the judge’s insistence that I was capable of earning so much money when all the evidence proved otherwise.  “Learn to see things as they really are, not as we imagine they are.” Vernon Howard.  The Child Support Collections Unit needed to be well-funded and the best way to accomplish that was to extort by “tax” ALL he could from the “contributors.”  “Starting now, place your own life ahead of the cunning demands of people who scheme to use you.” Vernon Howard.

I rede you, Loddfafnir! and hear my rede,—
Profit you have if you hear,
Great your gain if you learn:
If evil you know, as evil proclaim it,
And make no friendship with fools.

If one person “benefits” by exploiting a child for their personal pleasure it is considered prohibitive pedophilia, but if the ENTIRE commune “benefits” by exploiting ALL the children for ITS pleasure then THAT is what Madam Hillary “Rodham” Clinton meant when she authored It Takes A Village.  “If you get so unequal that people believe they don’t have a chance, that the field isn’t level for them and their children, that puts democracy at risk.  All of us have to recognize that we owe our children more than we have been giving them.  We’re going to take things away from you on behalf of the common good.” Hillary Clinton.  Vinland Vikings CALL IT Lady Legislative Extortion.  Youths oppress my people, women rule over them. Isaiah 3:12.  ‘Get it’ NOW?  DUMBASS!  Just ask Her Highness’ paramour “partner” in crime Michelle “Rockefeller” Obama.  “What I admire most about Hillary is that she never buckles under pressure.  She never takes the easy way out.  And Hillary Clinton has never quit on anything in her life.  And when I think about the kind of president that I want for my girls and all our children, that’s what I want.  Fortunately, we have help from the media.  I have to say this: I’m very grateful for the support and kindness that we’ve gotten [from the mass media outlets].” Michelle Obama.  Not to be outdone.  “If I am honored to serve as first lady, I will use that wonderful privilege to try to help people in our country who need it the most. [Then why are you jet setting to Africa?] One of the many causes dear to my heart is helping children and women.” Melania Trump.  ‘Lucky’ us.  “My personal position is that society must keep children safe.” Vladimir Putin.  Is there an Echo Chamber in here?  “You don’t know what a slick trick is being played on you.” Vernon Howard.

Now it was starting to make sense and I was starting to see clearly how I was funding my own destruction in the name of exploitation by the State of the innocent and incompetent.

“Yearn to be your own judge between right and wrong and the inner instructor will teach you.”
Vernon Howard

The best is what none but one’s self doth know,

In the spring, we were to finalize the financial part of our divorce.  My attorney went into the judge’s chamber with with her attorney to conclude the proceedings.  When my attorney didn’t return for quite some time, I knew something was up.  My attorney returned with another fifteen thousand dollars worth of her personal credit card debt that the judge felt obligated to consider.  I told my attorney that I already paid more than that in joint credit card debt and another ten thousand dollars to pay off my car loan.  The judge was going to consider it and that was that.  “A weak person’s duty is to try to shove his responsibilities onto you, and your duty is to refuse them.” Vernon Howard.

I never understood how giving someone more money, when they proved themselves incompetent with the funds already in their possession, was going to solve their financial problems.  It seemed like giving another drink to an alcoholic, another hit to a drug addict and another roll of the dice to a gambler.  Do-gooders have much to gain from their agony with your altruistic God-Glorifying gullible generosity.  “Question the motives of those who make requests of you.  Discover what they really want.  You may not want to give it.” Vernon Howard.

“The moment we stop calling a meaningless life meaningful we begin to find the meaningful.”
Vernon Howard

It was in the judge’s hands now and on the eleventh of July, he made his decision.  My attorney called me into his office and handed me a copy of the judge’s decision.  “Use technical decisions of the courts to weaken American institutions by claiming their activities violate civil rights.” Florida Congressman A. S. Herlong Jr.  When handing it to me, he said this is what the judge had in mind the whole time and it wasn’t that bad.  My first thought was why did we need to go through all these hearings if this is what he decided from the start.  “This is what happens when judges work from predetermined conclusions — they work backwards, eliminating and distorting as they go.  This, again, demonstrates that “case law” can be based on nothing but the prejudicial and biased sentiments of the man writing the decision.  Yet this is how “case law” is made!  …America, despite the popular belief to the contrary, is really a society of men, not law.  …– it is not what the law clearly says, that counts, but what men (lawyers in black robes) claim the law says.” Irwin Schiff.

As I sat there reading it, I was devastated.  Not only was my child support payments based on seventy-thousand plus, but the judge awarded her an additional two hundred dollars a month in spousal support for thirty months.  All these payments were retroactive to when she first filed for divorce in January, two thousand, one, when I was earning a mere forty-six thousand dollar base salary and surviving on peanut butter and bread.  “Suffering by nature or chance never seems so painful as suffering inflicted on us by the arbitrary will of another.” Arthur Schopenhauer.

To add insult to injury he ordered me to take out a life insurance policy, pay an additional five thousand dollars toward her personal debt along with ALL her attorney fees.  Isn’t it GREAT to spend other people’s money?

Since it was already two and a half years since she first filed, all monies were now in arrears.  I walked into my attorney’s office debt free and now owed exponentially more than the debts I already paid off.  Vinland Vikings CALL IT the Marriage Penalty.

So, she was NEVER held accountable for her financial ineptitude, to the contrary, she was REWARDED and even ENCOURAGED since she is NEVER required to show EXACTLY HOW the money she receives in “Child Support” is DIRECTLY benefiting the children.  For all we know, it is going “up her nose” and no one is the wiser.  “Every normal man must be tempted, at times, to spit on his hands, hoist the black flag, and begin slitting throats.” H. L. Mencken.  So THIS is “Equality Under The Law” for those who desire to be responsible and trustworthy.  “Equality before the Law, is thus a contradiction in terms for Law itself is an incarnation of Inequality.  It is true only in the subjective sense, that all who OBEY the Law are equally the SERVANTS of those who MAKE IT or CAUSED IT to be made.” Ragnar Redbeard.

Question: Why on Earth would a man marry a women in the “eyes of the State” when the cards are stacked against him?  Answer: Simply because he THINKS it will NEVER happen to him and if it does, he naively BELIEVES he is the exception.  Be careful what you wish for homosexuals, trans-sexuals and any other gender-bender category the State can “recognize” in order to dictate the terms of the “relationship” for the EXCLUSIVE benefit of the Legion of Lawyers employed by Big Brother.

Now, I KNOW why the Vikings NEVER considered Democracy as a viable form of government.  Not only do Vikings CELEBRATE their Wonderful Warrior Women, but they would NEVER allow children to RULE OVER them by “Equalizing” Witless Welfare Women through idiotic “Legal Tender” Laws.  Not only that, but the Vociferous Village Voting Villain OUTNUMBERS the Valorous Viking One BILLION to ONE.  “The ‘Law’ [preserves to exploit] the [Spiritually] Unfit.” Ragnar Redbeard.  Why grant Minions of Mindless Morons “authority” over anything more than a pig-sty?

When I finished reading the judge’s decision, I stood up and told my attorney I know why the judge had this in mind the whole time and why you didn’t think it was so bad.  He asked, why?  I told him the judge doesn’t have to live with his own decision and neither do you.  I HAVE TO LIVE WITH IT!  And who the hell are you people to dictate my life to me like this!?!  This decision is absolutely absurd (Lyrics) and left.  “One false idea is that anyone can hurt you.  Events can ruin your reputation, take your money, mistreat you, revenge itself upon you, deceive, betray, abandon you, but cannot hurt you.” Vernon Howard.  I needed some Sunshine.

I rede you, Loddfafnir! and hear my rede,—
Profit you have if you hear,
Great your gain if you learn:
An evil man you must not let
Bring aught of ill to you;
For an evil man will never make
Reward for a worthy thought.
I saw a man who was wounded sore
By an evil woman’s word;
A lying tongue his death-blow launched,
And no word of truth there was.

“Equality before the law is probably forever unattainable.  It is a noble ideal, but it can never be realized, for what men value in this world is not rights but privileges.”
H. L. Mencken

On my way to my car, I thought to myself, if anybody wants any more money from me, they are going to have to come and TAKE IT from me because I am through GIVING anymore to anyone.  Come after it they eventually did.

As I sat in my car reflecting, I started to clearly see the world I was living in was ridiculous.  Judges interpret the legislative laws and statutes to tilt the decisions in their favor – keep giving us what we demand of you gullible moron – we dictate how much YOU OWE US and you have no say in such determinations – we exploit the incompetent and the innocent for OUR benefit at YOUR expense – we call this FREEDOM to do what we tell you to do.  ““Liberty REGULATED by Law” is, in practice, tyranny of the darkest and foulest description; because it is so IMPERSONAL.” Ragnar Redbeard.

The worst part of it was realizing I was involved in this neurotic nonsense with every arrest I made and ticket I wrote in service to these derelicts.  “Just as surely as distress must follow self-deceit, healing must follow self-honesty.” Vernon Howard.  My ‘activity’ of making arrests was going to dramatically drop and I could care less how my supervisors tried to coerce me into giving them what they claimed I owed them – more ‘activity.’  If I came across criminal activity, I would do what was necessary, but I was no longer on the prowl for criminals.  I get it!  “Imaginary life has great power to control and wreck people because it insists it is not imaginary life.” Vernon Howard.  I started to feel like a plantation nigger yearning to escape this dreadful world.  “You can not escape a prison if you do not know you are in one.” Vernon Howard.  Escape it, I would.

I had a financial account at a small local Credit Union and shortly after the judge’s decision, the manager gave me a heads-up that a judgment was coming down to seize my account.  I withdrew my remaining funds minus the checks that had not cleared and cancelled my direct deposit.  I thanked her for her assistance and never opened a bank/credit union account afterwards.  I was paid by check every payday and cashed it at the bank it was drawn upon with two forms of picture identification.  I paid all my bills in cash or money order from that point forward.

I was now more than eager to no longer voluntarily pay “income taxes” since receiving a paycheck in the amount of four hundred, fifty-six dollars and change for TWO WEEKS worth of work.  “He is now rising from affluence to poverty.” Mark Twain.  Why so little compensation for so much effort working twelve-hour shifts you ask?  GREAT QUESTION!  Let’s see ALL the “deductions” subtracted BEFORE I was paid for my services: Federal Withholding, State of New York Withholding, Social Security, Medicare, Medicaid, Spousal Support and Child Support “deductions” leaving me EIGHTH on the priority list.  Now, I ask YOU, oh reader, WHO is the INSANE IDIOT?  “Necessity is the mother of taking chances.” Mark Twain.

Looking at my pay stub, I could not help but recall the forty-second pathetic pin head’s declaration: “Work is about more than making a living, as vital as that is.  It’s fundamental to human dignity, to our sense of self-worth as useful, independent, free people.” William J. Clinton.  What EXACTLY is Mr. Clinton’s definition of “useful, independent, free people” – FIRST or eighth on the “list” of priorities for “human dignity?”  Being fed up with “making a living” for EVERYONE ELSE at MY EXPENSE, I filed my “income tax” returns requesting full refunds at the end of the year.  “For more than eighty years, your [s]elected [Para-Semite] representatives have used the income tax to drain trillions of dollars away from local communities and the private sector to fund their own [Zionist-Illuminati] destructive, vote-seeking projects.  What productive, law-abiding [Judeo-Christian, Arrogant] Americans fail to realize is that this insidious extortion is being carried out in violation of law and the Constitution.  Therefore, it is the patriotic duty of all responsible citizens to avoid this “tax” altogether.”  Irwin Schiff.  The State of New York complied while the Internal Revenue Service did not.

Since my refund was being refused, the next step was to stop the withholding from my paychecks.  “You can end half your troubles immediately by no longer permitting [pathetic] people to tell you what you want.” Vernon Howard.  With a little research, I discovered that to have the withholding stopped at the federal level, I just needed to annually submit a W-4 form stating that I owed no federal tax the previous year and anticipated owing nothing for the current year.  “All government letters to employers “directing” them to withhold more of their employees’ salary than employees elect to have withheld must be illegal.  Employees, can not be required to have anything at all taken from their pay, since pursuant to Code sections 6201, 6203 and 6303, no employee could possibly “owe” an income tax subject to withholding.” Irwin Schiff.  At the State of New York level, I was told by the Office of Taxation and Finance to claim as many dependents/deductions so the appropriate amount would be withheld.  Since the appropriate amount was zero, I claimed one hundred, fifty dependents.  From that moment on, I no longer had tax withheld from my paycheck and at tax time, I would file owing no tax and claiming no refund – zeros across the board.

After reading Cracking the Code: The Fascinating Truth about Taxation in America by Peter Eric Hendrickson, I learned how to ‘correct’ my W-2 Form and that I could have all the Social Security, Medicare and Medicaid withholding refunded as well.  I could not have these taxes prevented from being withheld but I claimed them as refunds on my tax returns but never received the funds.  “What is the difference between a taxidermist and a tax collector?  The taxidermist takes only your skin.” Mark Twain.

While working a night patrol, I returned to the station at midnight to team up for the remainder of the shift.  I was the only ‘white guy’ on duty that night as the Sergeant and four other Troopers were of African descent.  They approached me and said I was made an ‘Honorary Brother‘ for the night which meant the Soul Patrol was in effect.  What an Honor!  Demonstrating once again “their” so-called people and “our” so-called people are EXACTLY alike with one GLARING exception.  They don’t need to step down from their superstitious ‘Pedestal of Grandeur‘ to be REAL with the rest of us.  “I don’t see much future for the Americans … it’s a decayed country.  And they have their racial problem, and the problem of social inequalities … everything about the behaviour of American society reveals that it’s half Judaised, and the other half negrified.  How can one expect a State like that to hold together?” Adolf Hitler.  Any blind fool can see it for himself just by watching BET, TV One and Investigation Discovery.

White Sugar and Brown Sugar are BOTH Sweet!  It is salt and pepper that is bitter and irritating.  No one is “punished” because no one is “privileged” – pure propaganda pedaled by the Elite for Gullible Gentiles to BELIEVE in and “fight” each other in the process of being “robbed” blind.  Take a closer look.

My partner wanted to fix me up with a Sister friend of his.  I told him I just went through a vicious divorce and was not ready for the dating scene yet.  He pointed out to me – hence the term “FIX” in the expression “fix me up.”  We laughed and I told him I would let him know when I was ready to be fixed up” (Lyrics) and to be on the lookout for a Kick-Ass, Jamaican, Rebel Girl (Lyrics) capable of doing the “fixing” until then.  I also told him I like my Rebel Girls the same way I enjoy my Swiss Chocolate – the DARKER, the BETTER.

Soft words shall he speak and wealth shall he offer
Who longs for a maiden’s love,
And the beauty praise of the maiden bright;
He wins whose wooing is best.

“Women wish to be loved without a why or a wherefore; not because they are pretty, or good, or well-bred, or graceful, or intelligent, but because they are themselves.”
Henri Frédéric Amiel

He inquired, “Rebel Girl?”  I defined the term “Rebel Girl” for him: an Independent Minded Confederate Girl who ROCKS You Like A Hurricane, leaving you Texas Thunderstruck.  “The more Animal Nature a maiden possesses; the more of a true woman she is — the better wife and mother she will make.” Ragnar Redbeard.

Unlike a pathetic minded “Country Girl” who whines and wallows in her sorrow, a lonely minded “Ghetto Girl” who Raps and Hip-Hops for your attention and affection, a dead minded “Drug Addicted Girl” who chooses suicide in slow-motion because she lacks the courage to complete the task quickly (Lyrics) “Of all escape mechanisms, death is the most efficient.” H. L. Mencken, a weak minded “Religious Girl” who glorifies God and blesses her pastor for her miserable existence, a delusional minded “Political Girl” who subsists on government handouts and votes for MORE! while contemplating how to be elected to ‘office’ so she can help herself while pretending to assist others, an impractical minded “Over-Intellectualized Girl” who doesn’t know her ass from a hole in the ground or a despotic minded “Material Girl” who lusts after her desires.

He was intrigued and stated he would like the company of a Rebel Girl too.  I informed him Rebel Girls are as rare as turkey teeth, as a result, they are to be treasured for their value rather than coddled as a bride.  (I only know of TWO — the bad ass of Oakland on BET and the Texas ‘Storm’ in the novel Sexy/Dangerous by Beverly Jenkins ; ) )

I rede you, Loddfafnir! and hear my rede,-
Profit you have if you hear,
Great your gain if you learn:
If you fain would win a woman’s love,
And gladness get from her,
Fair be your promise and well fulfilled;
None loathes what good he gets.

“The secret of happiness is freedom

and the secret of freedom is courage.” Thucydides